Intubeing

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We start out thinking the thought and meditating on the matter. But, as we continue to mature in the living process of our meditation (inward penetration), we eventually drop the thought (image) when we discover the essential quality of this experience to be ourself as a Whole: that is, we are now living through the thought, being the very quality of the matter, and no longer need to think of it separately or make a personal claim on the image--as we are Being rather than thinking or doing!

Just Being, or Intubeing, Is Who we really Are! Therefore, the Center (Ground) of our Awareness isn't the conceptualization of ourself as a Whole, of God, or anything else, but the understanding Awareness in itself, in ourself as a Whole. Thus it may be said: we Are what We See...for there's no it in just Being, only Us, You, Me, God as a Whole! We See (Intusee) everything from Within ourself (Nonliteral Perspective), not with the material senses (literal perspective), though the senses are still there, as the mind must continue to conceptualize. That's its nature.

Such, then, Is true Enlightenment, and doesn't call attention to itself. Such doesn't need to: Such just Is! Is everywhere nonliterally speaking, but nowhere literally speaking. Ego/personality has nothing to do with Such, except in psychologically dying to itself, as the less there is of the part the more there is of the Whole. This is what the Way of the cross is all about. It's the ego/personality that dies on the cross and the nonego (divine spirit) that Lives (resurrection)--as Such always will--for Life as a Whole (Intulife) can never die, only death (image/thought) dies.

P.S. I am living Jesus, the Way of the cross. I consciously confront, penetrate, understand, and by that understanding (spiritual discernment), resolve every attachment to and conflict with the thing-events of the day, of my ego. This is a living meditation/religion and my true self (ourself), not that which I (we) think or do separately. Thus all that I am aware of comes from Within, from Who and what I conceptualize as God, Ourself as a Whole--but which is not the concept. I know this when I drop the concept and the watcher (ego) and am just Being, Intubeing. At this point all words (thoughts/selves) become the Silence (One/Whole).