The Process

So I am at an impass - I am unsure where to go.
I have accepted what I am and who I am, I am not sure how to proceed.
I know I have moore gifts than others. I know my beliefs and where I stand in life. I just don't know where to go from here.

Actually I know where to go and what to do I am just scared.

We are raised to think all things not within the basic christian views are evil, and/or bad.

I want to astral project, meditate, speak and listen to spirits, see what others can not. I am just REALLY scared of it, not because I am scared of those things but I am scared of what might happen. I am fearful of opening pandoras box, starting something I cannot stop.

Would I be opening pandoras box?

Is it the right thing to do?

I know where I am going, I have seen the path, should I take the step?