lucid dream, ascension, time to make a change, someone come visit me in my dreams tonight.we'll play checkers (im not very good)

hooooooooooly shiiiiiiiiiit.

ok i knew I had an incredibly vivid dream last night, much of which has escaped me since having to wake up and boogie to school.

however.

i just remembered something, i have to share.

in my dream last night I was laying on the couch I was on shortly before going to bed, and... and.... frig man the ascension CAME. right there! as I was chillen!

seemingly out of nowhere, cuz it was hahaha, i felt a faint tone, then a vibration. the vibe was increasing in frequency like a mofo. higher higher higher vibrating faster faster faster faster. initially I was concerned,... initially meaning for about a half second.

then, I realized what was happening, least I thought of it as ... "it's time". and BANG. the vibration ended and all I could feel was unbelieeeeeeeevable contentment. i sat up when startled by it, and as I was accepting it I slowly lay back down.. and it was done. this life was no more, and I was .. doing SOMETHING fun.

the thing that led me to remember this, was trying to (not overly consciously) recall my dream in total... a hugely lucid dream of uncountable events. immediately after this 'ascension', i was in that dream until I woke up.

hooooly shit it felt good. even thinking about it now .. makes me feel so peaceful it's like nothing I can explain because I've never felt such a wicked potential. such a strong energy.

today i will quit smoking. no more slow suicide for me.

I am very excited to meet you guys and girls in a few years. very. i hope you're all holding up well. besides this past week the two weeks prior were exceptionally hard (thanks very much pluto for deconstructing half my life in the span of a few days ;)).

sometimes it's hard to recall that even with this vision to a peaceful, all encompassing understanding, you can still have bad days all in a row. i get through them by remembering, the 'bad' stuff, is as freaking beautiful as the 'good' stuff.

a dead rose is no less beautiful than a live one. bam! love you!