[Just sharing] Turning 32.

Namaste, dear brothers and sisters. I have received many more visions since the last time I posted a meditation experience, but I feel it is not yet time to share what happened for now. Instead, I happily come before you again to share a few thoughts on turning 32, and how I celebrated it (it was my birthday on Saturday, the 16th). I would also like to say I AM so grateful for having this wonderful life with all of you in it, and all the opportunities I've received to grow on this path. I love you all. If any of these words or thoughts do not resonate with you, I lovingly release you to your path; take only that which you need for your growth and go in peace.

I wore a black shift dress to work on Friday the 15th; as I get out at midnight local time, I wanted to emerge from the office dressed for my birthday already *smiling*

On the jeepney ride home, I saw that the moon was beaming at me like a golden mouth. Bruce/Beyaweth paged me a short but sweet birthday greeting via the mobile as I was en route home.

After saying healing prayers and sending Berne Diamond Reiki, I went to sleep.

When I woke, I got up and sent Gaia Now healing to Berne as usual, and I saw that his solar plexus was all aglow with golden light; he is gathering strength once again as his body continues to heal. Then I got dressed to go to the grocery, and I bought some angel hair pasta, tomatoes, spinach and Ashinaga broccoli as well as apples for the coming week.

Right after I had I returned home from the grocery, Bruce gave me a call to wish me a happy birthday and tell me he loves me so much. After a shower, I did a Kundalini Reiki attunement and took our sister's call to help her understand what she had experienced during the attunement, then waited for Bruce to come home from his late work shift so we could spend some time together.

Now the week before my birthday, Na'agar the White Dragon of Peace guided me to the local Chinatown in Old Manila to buy a string of amethyst beads, a string of very tiny rose quartz crystals, and 9 dragon agates carved into eyes. (I hope to share pictures once they permit me to photograph them; I feel we have yet to formally begin our work together, so those photographs will have to wait.) I was also able to get glass figures of Mother Kuan Yin. On my birthday, however, I felt that I needed to get more crystals, so I returned to Chinatown again to get some more crystals. I was guided to buy a string of onyx beads, another string of amethyst beads, a tiger's eye, 3 round pieces of rose quartz, a string of citrine beads, a string of moonstone beads, a string of jade beads, and a small cluster of clear quartz, all of which have been distributed to my various altars in the small room that I rent (my Earth family lives on another island in the south, and I have lived away from home since I was 18 in various places in the metropolis).

There was a portal on the 16th for balancing male and female energies, so I felt the activity of going to buy crystals in one of the most crowded markets in the country guided only by my intuition was the perfect synthesis of both energies.

It's interesting how I was originally supposed to have been born on February 23, 1976, according to my mother's obstretrician. However, a routine check-up the week before gave them wind of how my wee heartbeat was slowing down, and they decided to get a Caesarian section done right away to rescue me. It turns out that my umbilical cord had wound itself around my neck and was slowly strangling me to death. When they pulled me out, my mother says I was vomitting sickly green fluid and had weakened lungs from the decrease in oxygen to my systems.

Look at where I am today, alive and free and full of joy!

I remember the years before the last two when I felt little joy, supposedly mildly bipolar, often depressed, sometimes suicidal, and I have only compassion and forgiveness for myself and my limited perception then, and boundless gratitude for all the lessons I learned along the way and all the blessings I received and shared on this path.

I received an infusion of crystal light on the 15th, so aside from Kundalini rising within me nearly every day to make me feel joy, bliss, ecstasy all over my body, especially at my root and crown chakras as the Pillar of Light from above and below meet in me, I have also been receiving instructions to follow, codes to unlock, and the work for the Golden Pyramid in Asia continues, among other things, lol. On the 17th, I was told, we are nearing the juncture, and you can help bridge the gap. Extend your heart, which I did, and the breach has been filled, and now there is no divide at all.

Archangel Metatron appeared in my meditation today to bless me with His crystalline light. I will open the crystal transmission He gave me when I get home (I do my chakra yoga before work). Yesterday's meditation vision was that of the Kundalini rising within me and making me glow golden blue white (more divine codes to unlock, integrate).

Life is so beautiful, so wonderful. I am so grateful, Father-Mother God, Mother Gaia, Mother Kuan Yin, Lord Sanat Kumara, Lord Kuthumi, Lord Sananda, Lord Maitreya, Lord Buddha, Archangels, Angels, Dragons, Devas, the Christed Extraterrestrials, All That Is! Thank you for the gift of these 32 years, all they mean, all they brought, and all the blessings that are to come in the glorious days of our being.

Om Shanti, Shanti, Shanti

PS
Thank you to all those who have left me wonderful messages in my guestbook from last week until the present; whether they are for my birthday or not, your loving energies are quite a blessing to me. I am sorry I haven't been able to respond right away, but hope to get back to you soon. I love you all.