cracks keep showing up .... hmmmm

i've grown up around electronic gadgetry. always had a computer. loved photography. so on, and so on.

in less than two months...

In 1 day, my sunglasses cracked. And I dropped my digital SLR camera. Cracked it right open. Still works. But cracked.
The huge crack in my windshield keeps getting bigger.
The past 3 days this computer/internet has been doing the weirdest things. Behaving nothing at all like it's organized to.
Dropped my school laptop on the ground yesterday. Close call. Almost lost it.
Now my dumbass expensive cell phone, very mysteriously, has a big dirty crack in it.
Cracks in friendships appeared this past week, the week of my birthday, which tends to be the most trying week of each year for the last 4 years running.

There is so much deconstruction going on. I feel like I'm being told something. Almost feel like I'm being pushed to abandoning my relationship with these novelties of communication. They cause me many problems.

But my schooling is focused on them. I dropped out of college once already. To do it again, I dunno.

I don't know what to make of it. I'm unsure if there's anything to be made OF it. It just feels so weird that after so many years of taking such good care of my equipment and breakables, that I'm just... dropping them all the time.

I'm rambling.