"Nobody seems to hear, until I scream and shout!"

I am so very honored to be apart of this community. The hearts and souls of all involved are like a beakon to the lost and hopeless. Yesterday *The day I found this amazing site*, I felt so entirely hopeless it was almost hard to stand up. I felt as if no one would ever understand me and even though they tried they would never be on my "level". I was prepared to practically isolate myself from everyone I love and care about because it seemed as if no one would ever hear me. I am sure most of you who have ever felt this way will appreciate the heaviness that can lay upon the heart of a young woman.
It feels as if everyone who has messaged me, genuinly cares about me. I have to say I also love the fact to that everyone is so connected to each other. I really do feel like a big family with you all.
I have been very open to thoughts lately and I have been reading everyone really acurately aswell. I am very proud that I can do this, but with any gift is a burden. I tend to read people regardless of if I want to or not. I hate it when i'm in class because if a teacher is having a bad day or what not I can instantly feel it. Also if they don't like me, I can feel that as well :/. This makes learning quite a challenge. Oh well.

~*~*~Kaiti~*~*~