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I feel pretty crappy today where its sorta like I don't feel like doing or learning anything have no patience, its all a big dumb game anyway:) So there's that. Then there's the whole general election process and I have nothing but negative vibes from that show, like no matter what happens we're all screwed because of it:) I live in Florida so I got ripped off on my vote for the Democratic nominee for some obscure reason. Its like this whole thing with Obama. Someone comes out and says he's the shit-he believes what he's saying-he's the light-then-someone else comes out and says no he's a skull and bones pirate bad guy from Yale(Hell)-so how do we common people end up feeling? Confused, not sure what to think, dull achiness in the head cause there's no connection to the real in the information blitz-just some puppets prancing around on the TV and people taking sides-what the hell man, just whatever, i'd rather take a nap..., read some Rudyard Kipling:)

Here's a scenario-two guys are on a talk show on the TV and they're both really well educated Ivy League types, both scientists. One guy, Mr. MIT has done extensive research which absolutely proves that the Moon is made of 100% green cheese, and most of the dark matter which makes up the universe is also mostly green cheese. He makes a convincing argument. The other guy, Mr. Cornell, expounds a more traditional view, and is also quite convincing. By the end of the show, you think ,"huh, maybe, maybe not, but my head sure does feel dull and achy"...:)

So yeah there is no cohesiveness because the media structure is built up to break down those elements which would enable a cohesive vision. That's all I really feel like I know about it because the proof is in the way I feel most of the time.

Wow this all so awful and negative. You get tired, numb-feeling, you want to unplug and live peacefully on a farm-world where there is no impending danger. You feel guilty for every stupid thing. Someone does themselves in, someone blows up a convenience store, someone walks into the middle of a tornado, someone decides its a good idea to torture people, that was the news yesterday thats the news tommorow. All this muck gets sent up like smoke into the atmosphere of the mass understanding-you could live in an underground fortress and still feel it. Still wind up tip-toe-ing through your own home cause everyone's feelings are so fragile and they forgot how to talk to each other a long time ago anyway:)

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