Suddenly, I know...

Being in the middle of something that is unknown can be tiring at times.

I am happy that today wasn't a working day...

I was away from the computer this weekend for many reasons...

I have been handling a lot of energy these past couple of days... I even channeled last night master El-Arion, or Hilarion. I have received a lot of information about who I am, and why I am here on Earth. This information is overwhelming, and the pieces are falling into place... it all comes from different sources, there is confirmation that it is true.

Maybe in the following days I will share with you what I have come to see.

At times I feel like I am crazy for contemplating being who I know I am, and what I must do... but the signs are everywhere...

On other matters, I live in Mexico. Here, people use the dark forces to mess with people out of envy, mostly. There is Santeria, Satanism, Witchcraft (not Wicca, I am going to become a Wicca, and Wicca does not harm others), and God knows what other dark magic groups.

It became evident for my family and me that we are being harmed by people using this kind of energy. So we asked for help, and we began a cleansing ritual today... I am starting to feel better already :)

But the past two days were crazy... the energy I am working with as a lightworker is draining me... the headaches are a bit better, but I am astral travelling and working on my sleep, seeing so many things!! It all begins to make sense... and for the first time in my life, I do not feel alone.

I have to thank you dear brothers and sisters for your love and assistance. You know, one person I did tell who I really am... it is my ex-bf. I thought he would understand, so I shared with him my spiritual origins... and he didn't understand. It hurt me very much, he attacked me saying I was too proud and arrogant to think I was who I said I am.

But all I have found here is love and understanding. Thank you. It is keeping me sane, in a way... knowing I am not alone, that I am not the only one sensing and feeling what I am feeling...

I am a bit sad right now... around Christmas, I received a message on myspace asking for prayers for a little girl... Madelyn Beamon... she had terminal cancer. She passed on saturday, I just found out. I ask you to please send love and light to the Beamons... they are so strong! I knew she was going to leave this reality, yet there is a bit of sadness in my heart... I know that wherever she is, she is happy and healthy... Princess Maddie is back home...

On other "terrenal" news, I got a part-time job as an English teacher (yaaay hehehe). I gave my first 2 hours of class on Saturday morning, and tomorrow I have 2 other hours. I am glad, it doesn't pay that well, but at least I will receive a bit of money... I wonder what is behind the great scheme of things... it makes me laugh that I have a Master's Degree and have ended as an English teacher... but God knows better, so there before his Grace go I...

Thank you for your love and support. It is making a difference for me. I will share soon what I am receiving... for I must find people to help me on my mission.

Love you all, with my small humble heart,
Aida.