Early morning thoughtfullness

I have a half sister, besides all the siblings I've met from the past lives. I know I've never said that I do have a sister. We have a different father and quiet always felt alienated. Before coming to America and my Pilgrimage into the abyss of the beautiful nature of the streams and the Mountains and dusted cities at places filled with love, sometimes filled with magic I happened to come and live my father. Over the summer he has brought me to a village to help him out with crops. I've neever seen anything like that and lived in the city. Of course I was partially growing up getting lost in the raspberry bushes summer time, when I was a kid visiting my grandmother's piece of land where she had grown all kinds of fruits.
My father had quiet a big piece of land. I had an incredibly psychic sister. One afternoon, when it was closer to the twilight, we went outside, wearing those big clogs, and long sweater over a dress, it was getting colder and it was chilly.
The air was fresh, we walked around those beautiful green pumkin leaves. They were so pure! Apparently we had seen the light glowing. My sister was like: "Have seen them?
What I replied.
The lights.
Of course those that I see.
Oh I did not know you see them.
Do see this and that. They are walking around they moving, they are so beautiful.
What? What the heck are you talking about?
Those, those beings.
I do not see them. Are you making up something?
No! No! I see them and you don't."

I saw these huge pumkin and aquash leaves, but I could not figure out what was so special about them, so then after my sister suggested to take my shoes off, I did and we both walked toward them. I sat down kness on the ground, picking them up and looking at them. They were so big, so large those soft leaves and there was so much love coming out, out of them. I carefully put them back on the ground.

My father told us to put the shoes on so we don't get the flu. And told me that my knees were dirty, but I told him that I've had to feel the Earth. We walked around big potato part of the land, making sure we finished what we were doing.

And that's how it went. Once in a while I still remember how I had to get up and put water over those cucumbers, early in the mornings. The cold dirt under my feet and the feeling of discomfort and first signs of maturity.

Everything was so big the endless wheat fields, the tall powerful trees, the herbs used for tea that grew on the ground, the river, the infinite abundance of the apple trees.

We did not chase anything much, we did not have credit cards, we had other things that quiet mattered. Are you going to go through a deep connection with yourself with nature or thinking about your credit card bills? What do you fill your life with. Your heart, a part of you, your entire being.
Chose carefully what you go through evey day in your life. We forgot the connection with the Earth, 'cause it's our mother, we have forgotten the connection with each other thinking there is not enough clients or that the Earth is not big enough, ha ha. That there is not enough clients. I've always though that there was not always enough healers.

I don't care about the other time. Today I choose to live a beautiful life. A beautiful today. I live today, not tommorrow not after, not later some time.
Some things will never be said in betweens those lines. But when you look what's going in the world and it make feel serious, look inside yourself, what are you doing right. Just for today.

And then embrace your swelf and love yourself. Give yourself so much love. And then check it out, feel what is going to happen. For life can be beautiful. Someday. And this day is today.
I have not said anything special or nothing you have not heard before. I am here to remind too, as well, where we come from. There is enough said. Go and do it! Feel the Earth under your feet. Pulsing, it is alive. Or may be I've healed part of it too. By knowing that I am healthy and always have been. They always say that deseases do not exist, that they are separate states of mind.

Love and Light!

Lana