Some realizations

Don't know how long it will last, or if it's just a temporary thing, but I awoke to a beautiful morning, feeling great, full of light and warmth. I thought I'd share with my Brothers and Sisters in Light to perhaps show a positive perspective and share some of the warmth that I feel (my grandmother always used to say that things are always better when shared). I've come across some positive realizations when I look at myself. If you look, you can find them too. Realizations that I've made this morning:

1. I am worth it! I am a deeply loving, deeply caring person, who would do anything I could for those that I love, regardless of how foolish or frivilous it may seem to others. I may not get back exactly what I want, and that has been affecting me. However, I am taking comfort in the fact that Love still exists, it exists in me. The love that YOU have shown me has been phenominal, and truly, you have helped me in ways that I never thought possible. My gratitude is immense to YOU.

2. I am truly attractive. Simple fact that I have to acknowledge: others are drawn to me. Not just by physical standards, but by other aspects as well. I speak with my eyes, my heart, and my hands, more so than with my mouth. A kind and loving look, loyalty and perseverance, and a gentle healing touch is what makes me truly beautiful. It is up to me to express and show it. YOU are attractive. Even though there may be miles and miles between us, I am attracted to come here to share, to help out, to connect.. with YOU. YOU are beautiful.

3. I am better. In times like these, we are needed now more than ever. Dark clouds loom everywhere. Planetary vibrations are dropping. Looking around me, there are people who are sinking. I am better. I have been designed to overcome that, and to bring as many people as I can up with me. YOU are better. It is up to us to help our species and our world. YOU have awakened to the task, and your work shows!

4. I am ready to love. Truly, to "get out there and get the job done" requires one to be ready for the task. I am ready. I am energized. I am recharged. I am ready to open up once more. I am ready to let others into my heart, a place that I have prepared for healing, for sanctuary and for growth. YOU are ready to love. Just by what you have shown me, YOU HAVE ALREADY TAKEN TO THE TASK. I feel your hearts. Now, more than ever because I have allowed myself to be healed. Sometimes the taste of loneliness and dispair is too familiar and too bittersweet to resist. I have allowed myself to be subjected to the healing touches and the energies sent to me. Wow, what a difference!

5. I exist. Far, far too often, I have taken to the habit of blending in with the wallpaper, going unnoticed, fading with the shadows. Far, far too often I have felt left behind, disregarded, abandoned and forgotten. And yes, those things really did happen. However, it is up to me to exist. It is up to me to carry on and perhaps move on. As I'm writing this blog, this perticiular point is the most difficult for me. I understand now that those who cannot see themselves as existing, actually LIVING, would have a very difficult time indeed of acknowledging my own existance, considering me or remembering me as often as I would have liked. However, all I have to do is look at myself, any part of it, to know that I'M STILL HERE. I AM NOT GOING AWAY. I AM NOT FADING. Guess what? YOU exist. YOU are here, and I can feel what you do! YOU ARE NOT GOING AWAY. Look at yourself. Just look. Look at your hand. Is it fading? No... YOU ARE NOT FADING. YOU have remained. YOU shall remain. That means something.

YOU are fabulous. Each and every one.