I can't sleep... YOU woke me up

And when I can't sleep I turn to the other side of the bed, so I could sleep again. And When something emotional or hard happens I change the channel of my thoughts. To heal to get over what one has seen one has to built the opposite from the depth of one's heart. A living vision. A living dream.
When you come into my life whoever you are and I see your pure heart your eyes looking at me I often wonder who you are, why are you here, what am I suppose to do with you what air you breathe, what water you drink, who you care for everyday and how you feel every day and and I see your pure heart, your eyes, your sadness, your care, your desire to help your love the best thing I can do is to love you. Not to love for myself but for YOU. And this would be perfect.
Sometimes it's about the sun and the wind, the field and grass the smell of the woods. Burn the sage and the twigs when we feel the scent of the forest. And when you feel ashame of yourself surrender yourself to heaven. You are not guilt!
Who are we when we gather by the fire by the white snow when it's cold outside, when it's cold, when we are lonely? We are joy, we are laughter, that's why we come together, we ARE love, we are care. We are forgiveness, we are pure hearts beating, we ARE special, no matter how many mistakes we do we are not disasture, we are children of the light, sometimes we don't know, and we make the same mistake again, eventually one learns, for we are innocent. We are not our labels, comparisons, we are not better or worse then our neighbor standing by the very same fire. And that fire is everybody wants to be happy. And your neighbor wants you to be happy, your neighbor want you to smile So have the courage to soften your heart, to open your heart. Your neighbor wants you to be happy because we are all made of the same matter. We are all made of the same dust of the stars, talk, baby powder.
It's not about how many cars you've got, what clothes you wear, weather you are the best of the best. It's about being who YOU are, not anybody else.

Life is not about problems everyday, problems one can over come, when it's the worst laugh at yourself.
Life is not about that you are better or worse or that you are less then us, "people". Life is not about pride. Life is not about worries.
Life is about walking by the woods, feeling the deep connection first of all with your self, then your feet and then your toes with the Earth with everything there is. What are we here for if not for expressing our love?
And when you come up to me again sent from the same source of God's team, like an answer for my call, from the bottom of my heart, you have heard me cry and you came here! When I see you bringing your love to me, yourself that's all you've got that is all you can give, and when I feel it, I know that we are all one that we are all flesh and blood, that we are fellow angels that you are sitting here beside me, and I can clearly see that you've got the same huge white feathery wings, that you are me and I am you, that we are all made from this same healing angel matter called love. The matter of miracles of magic of rennassance of awakening of the long-long, hundreds of years old call for home! For joy for the real happiness that comes from our hearts. I love you. No I do I really really love you.
And then you come up to me and ask, do I remember you from somewhere. So know why you are here. You are here to remind me that we have always been friends and helped each other.