What, in your openion, is a merical?
so much energy swurriling ariund me.it's so awsome. hee hee. i feel like a little kid. but then, i have a brand new child's heart. have you ever wondered why i say 'from a child's heart'?
that merical was about 10 months ago.........
you see.i was dying. i had rumatic fever as a child and the mumps and all those horrible diseases they give children those shots for. I got tossed around so much from birth that i never got immunization shots. My records were always here and there and instead of getting them 2x's.well i got missed..so i had rhumatic fever and the pox and the mumps ect..i had a very ruff sickly childhood. All of us kids did in y immediate family...
anyway..they said, i would never live past 30.
when i was homeless a few years back they put me on a medication called paxil. The crap did serious damage to my mental brain.and when i stopped taking it...it did serious damage to my damaged heart. 3 years ago, i had heart failure 3x's. I logged all of this on yahoo 360 but all my stuff i wrote just vanished..........? It was before my 3rd grand child was born [in the safeway grocery store parking lot]
mama was high on crank...
my baby got taken away..........
my little jeweleana. she knows me but we've only seen each other 1x since she was born.....
anyway. i got so bad that they put m on a heart monitor. That test was so bad they did a thingy like when they look at a fetus...where you can see your insides on a screen................
this was just before the first global awareness meeting
i am so bad empathic
my heart went nuts with ......
sadness and grief
i felt like atraiu in neverending story when he died in the bog of dispair....
but my ingian spirit lady and my foster mom.[she's 73 now] sent me their prayers and strength...
and then my friends on the net from my daily 360 online diary, started praying for me......
when i went in for the sonagram........overnight.my heart transformed. I mean literally. All the scar tissue damage from the r. fever.was just...gone. I had no blockage to my heart......in fact....the technician said....i had the heart of a child............
that was a medical impossibuility....yet here i am. no longer taking blood preasure meds and every vaulve of my heart has a youthful vigor.
i'm 46 folks. I was supposed to die 16 years ago.....all this time my stubborness to ne here for my family made me keep going..but after 3 heart failures...well.it took aloty out of me and i asumed i should except that i was dying...
but now i medically have the heart.of a child. It is impossible..................it defies all science and logic and reality to most phisicians
but nonetheless.i got a brand new heart..................
how do you define a merical?
anyway, the whole real point of this was because i posted that prayer last night....my friends life has so turnd around. I told her it would work!
thank you
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