Need a little orientation

Hello everyone =)I am 20 years old
I just fnished reading an article on "gridworkers" and a reply to taht post made me sit back and think a little bit. The reply said that uppon this person awekening she saw somesort of gridwork and now considers herself one.
I actually hadn't thought about this for a while and i failed to mention it upon my subscription.
This is how I awakened. and before I go any futrther the purpose of this post is for some guidance as to what my path may be leading, or "what i am here for".
I had been using this binaural brainwave software (it induces a deep meditation) for some time mixing it with norma meditation. One evening I began using this software and I experienced a presence of something like none i had or have ever experienced before, we were like to beings experiencing this source of energy together. I couldn't so much as realy see anything but I could feel it, and it felt good. When a thought would arise in my head I could feel this presence telling me, not with words but rather with energy to be quiet and just enjoy the ride.
I have always had an inclination towards buddha and his teachings and the way he is depicted is an image i always carry in my mind.
When i finished my software meditation my body almost on automatic, just assumed a meditation position and before i knew it i was meditationg and this feeling of energy of NOW just took me over to the point where, and I'll never forget this, but when i reached my peak, I could feel how every single cell in my body was motionless and the image that poped into my head was that of buddha while he is meditating. I felt as though I was buddha.
Now i dont know if this sounded weird to any of you but, everyday i keep working on my ascension and i try very hard to stay on my path of spirit so anybody who could help me figure out what this in particular means i would greatly but more than anything kindly appreciate it.

Nick
Namaste everybody