trying to help my son

Precious Ones,
i never do such things but in the midst of emotional turmoil i was told to open every channel coz one never knows where help is destined to come from. My child needs help. He seems to sink deeper and deeper in a labirint of instability, reflecting me -as it is usually the case with young ones and their mother. Much surfaced and got cleared in the past 2 yrs and i definitely feel some kind of a solution at hand. My marriage is close to giving up, no matter how i try i cant help feeling that it would be better for each of us to part. No wonder, as every day is fully exhausting with a child you cannot leave unattended for a minute because of his seizures but who needs constant movement, the only thing left that he is able to do. But we got a chance, found an institute in the US where they could finally show us how to bring my son back, and we were even given the necessary money for the first step,for a course now January28 in Italy. We couldnt have made it on our own, have run out of all our reserves by now. My boy is interestingly an American citizen, sometimes we feel we should go back there but we will know in time what to do, for now we are staying in Hungary. In case you know any information how i could gather some financial support for the next steps of his treatment (probably to Philadelphia in April) pls write me. it seems we will need about 3-4000 euros, naturally we are doing our best job-wise as well but at the moment theres no other choice but spend most of the time with him as we have no relatives or a suitable daycare around. We just couldnt put him in one of those institutes but i know in my heart that things will get clearer soon. You find pictures of him on myspace.com/galkatica. what im posting here will also be found in my blog there, together with the account number.
i could say somuch more but thank u for reading this. pls also tell me if u think i shouldnt post such things here. my loving blessings -Kati