Triails and Tribulations of being a starseed

I am a starseed. Is anyone else come from the Pleiadies?
There's alot of trial and tribulation upon this path. And I have wanted to go back to my old planet. Does anyone remember there planet? What missions there here for? How did they know they were a star seed?
We all know we came in this life prepared but the earth throws at you come POP quizzes into your life to make sure you know what you are doing. At times I have gaven up my belief in god, had my beiliefs thrown for a loop, tempted, and tested,and much more. Automatically its like a blessed curse to have the soul of a warrior in human body. But to evolve you have to know what it feels like without your normal capabilities. Automatically like a child that I am I am like a robot following orders. But its for love and light. I automatically question everything and go into invogorating endless searches, have a drive to knock own a hundred men with my persistence and attitude towards the corrupt. And my physic abillities over flowing then one day boom there gone. And my endless forgivness but my built in lie&aura-detector. With all this we have superpowers to get what we need. Its built into us starseeds to focus on love light and truth. And if you know what I am talking about its hard when those things are in you and the eveyday world is not compling with your intent. We use are gifts or the things used to fight down the old system in things that we need mudanly. Its kind of like a guy with telekineiss using his power to lift a pencil two feet from him. Useless. When his real mission was to help with future building. Does anyone feel this way? Or used to or still do use these things still? I used to do mind manipulation when I was in grade school. So as I confess my trails feel free to share your thoughts and experiances.
Love and Light
Salem