Yet another song

Greetings and Salutations my friends.

I woke from a dream this morning in which I heard a song in my head. What makes this song important is that I was visualizing my Inner Child, Katrina, and comforting her as she was feeling scared, because she felt that someone was beating on our front door. As opposed to knocking.

This is something I have not done for most of my life. I, just this past weekend, received some information on how to show myself love, forgiveness and acceptance. Especially of my 'dark side/negative feelings'.

I have usually felt that if I did something I thought later that I shouldn't have, that "I fucked up". Or if I didn't do something that I believed I possibly should have done, same response.

I was judging myself for my behavior. I was giving myself Conditional Love. The opposite of what we, as a species, and I in particular, should do.

However, I didn't understand how to let my Inner Child know that what she was feeling was okay. That it was okay to feel scared, it was/is okay to cry. I still love her. She is doing nothing wrong.

I will see her and I will crouch down and hug her and hold her. I will wipe her tears away in comfort. I will say that she is safe and it's alright to be crying. That I still love her. She is doing nothing wrong. We won't let the negative control us, but we will allow the feelings to come up. Then I comfort her, maybe sing her a song, or play with her a bit. Mainly, I just hug her. Because that is something I really miss. I don't really get hugs much anymore. It seems to make people uncomfortable giving me hugs. They are uncomfortable about their personal space being, well, for wont of a better word, invaded.

So I don't receive hugs as much as I'd like. But I am trying to give my little girl hugs a lot more. I want her to know that I love her. That I am sorry about the last 39 years when I didn't pay attention to her. I didn't understand. "Mommy's not perfect. But I will make it up to you." *HUG*

Anyway, this was a song that I heard playing in my head just as I woke from a dream. Where shortly before I was comforting Katrina.

You're the one (that I love)
Sung by the Vogues

Everytime we meet, everything is sweet
Ooh, you're so tender, I must surrender
My love is your love now and forever

(Chorus)
You're the one that I long to kiss
Baby, you're the one that I really miss
You're the one that I'm dreamin' of
Baby, you're the one that I love

Keep me in your heart, never let us part
Ooh, never leave me, please don't deceive me
I want you only, you must believe me

(Chorus)

I adore you and no one before you
Could make me feel this way, yeah
Since I met you, I just can't forget you
I love you more each day, yeah yeah yeah yeah

(Solo)

You're the one, yeah yeah yeah yeah

There may be some tears through the comin' years
Ooh, all the while I know you'll be smilin'
Your love will guide me through every mile, 'cause...

(Chorus)

(Fade)

The other aspect of the song could be that my Higher Self was telling me this. I have been wanting, and allowing, my Higher Self to communicate with me. I have been wanting to communicate with her for a long time.

Either way, I really like this song and believe that it was a message from one of my selves to give me love and encouragement.

And it has.

Love and Light to you all. May your path be blessed and you clear any blocks with ease.

Namaste,

Daranah

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Just to add a little something.

I woke up today Friday, January 18, 2008 and I heard this song in my head again.

What makes that significant is that I forgot how the song went as I was looking up the lyrics to post here on Wednesday. I couldn't remember how the song went or any of the tune. Then this morning I woke up with it in my head again.

I said aloud, before I went to sleep, that I want to communicate with my Higher Self. If one reads the lyrics (though it kind of helps if one knows how the tune goes too. ;) But it isn't necessary) it sounds more like something a higher self would want to let it's 3D self know. Especially, but definitely not only, the last stanza:

There may be some tears through the comin' years
Ooh, all the while I know you'll be smilin'
Your love will guide me through every mile, 'cause...

(Chorus)

So, I believe that it was a message sent to me originally by my Higher Self to comfort me and Katrina. And to let me know that she's there, listening and wanting to communicate. And that's a wonderful thing to know.

Love to you all. Namaste,

Daranah