Balance the theme for January

I find myself sitting here writing this as mechanism for me to understand what it is Iam going through at the moment.

I know the key to where I am is balance

I am feeling drained thirsty all the time and emotionally tiered from drama and more drama.

I can feel the imbalance within my physical and I can feel it focusing itself in the centre of my stomach.

When I come to these points in my life I focus not on what is causing the discomfort but more what the discomfort can bring me.

I have learn't that from discomfort and the recognition of the discomfort forms a desire for something greater.

I asked Source please bring me the understanding, when today I was having a conversation with a work colleague, and he was showing me a picture of a donkey with a carrot tied to a stick in front of the donkey. The donkey then chasing the carrot in a catch 22 situation.

I asked him what if the donkey doesn't want to carrot, he answered then we will offer it a cake and then I said what if the donkey doesn't want the cake, then we will offer it a double cake and what if the donkey doesn't want the double cake, well then the donkey must starve.

I think if we do not have a desire for anything and do not keep moving how will we ever return to source. Having no desire and being stagnant is the worst position within this infinite universe of endless possibilities, we could ever be in.

My point being I can not make anyone have a desire I can not force my desires upon you, all I can do is offer you my understanding in the hopes that you seek.

My next point is no matter what we want we must always desire that and something greater we don't need to know what the something greater is but we must always always have the intent of something greater.

My last point is in these times of testing and darkness, are only there to encourage us to seek, desire something greater than what we have.

So if anyone is feeling as Iam at this time, find your desire and hold onto, know that with each period of darkness is an opportunity to evolve and release.

and last but not least drink lots of water.

Peace and blessings to you
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