What to do?

Brother and sisters I'm very excited to finally be able to write and interact with all of you. I found this site around the end of summer and have been reading all of the wonderful things that all have been sharing. It is very inspirational and makes me realize that there are others out there that are experiencing the same things as me.

My question to you all is this. I've always felt since a child that i was here on earth for a special reason. I just knew it but didn'nt know what it was or why. Then the feeling was that I was very special and had a very significant role to play. Again no idea why i would feel this way. So much so that i was feeling that man i'm must be really arrogant. Now my feeling was never that i'm important or even better but just that I was a lot more than what i seemed. This feeling only got stronger and stronger over time and I tried to put it aside because my ego would be telling me that I was nothing special and who did i think i was anyways to think i was special and had a very important role in this world. Has anyone experienced this in their life?

Over the years i started taking notice that i would attract all sorts of people to me. I had been told that i inspire others by the way I live my life. I'm very open and friendly. Not shy by any means. I strike up conversations with anybody anywhere anytime. I'm always singing througout my day. (not very well at all). I'm passionate about living life to the fullest and tasting a little bit of all the wonderful things life has to offer.But one thing i have noticed is that i don't have many surrounding me that can relate to me on a deep level. Example I want to talk about what life means to me and what i would like to see this world as. I like to talk about the deep aspects of spirit and of God and the angelic realm and of the universe yada yada yada. i don't watch the news or read the newspapers or watch any reality programs . They all are so silly to me and are just not worth even paying attention to. That at times is frustrating because i want to share so much with those around me yet none seem to really go beyond the surface of this world. How do you folks work with that in your life?

Thanks and love!!

John