Hyprocrites....

I come in here and write TRUTHS......its called REALITY....

What do I get back....smiles from some and a couple or three people sending private messages to tell me to basically BACK OFF, Im being too REAL and my posts are aggressively reminding people of where they have come from, those that are healing.....

For goodness sake....this is a site of FREEWILL, FREE from the condemnation of a system that sets out to define the bad from the good....based on love and understanding, support and a united effort for peace and love, is it not?

Well, within that grid line of expectation and goal, there is a word that eludes some of you - its called ACCEPTANCE.....

I come in here and because I am forthright, honest and dont mince words, sharing some parts of my personal journey and where some of you may be, may have passed or may be heading toward, and its construed as 'unfit' for many, based on the only fact, that its HONEST!!!

I within a stage of my journey, my spiritual mission and my physical reality, superimposed and working in harmony, selfless in this lifetime, in order to help all those that I meet upon my journey and for those that need justice done with the sword of words and other worldly magic, that I am free to use.....within myself, I hold no animosities, no grief, no regret, no baggage - everything that I came to face, I conquered, I remembered, and now in turn, happily do the work I was put here for.....

With that mission, in who I am, comes a territory of aloneness.....
I chose that....attachment is not part of my forte....I have learned to keep my emotions in for the purpose of my journey....

I have been 'attached and emotionally dependent' - all past ....spirit gave me some pretty hard lessons to standback and take control of my emotions....they are on a fine choker chain....

Yes at times I appear HARSH....aggressive? NO....just real.....without the pink fluffy bunnies....some of you need them.....great....but for me? They serve no purpose to what I am here for.....but dont judge me too harsh.....I help children tackle and eliminate night terrors and protect them from sexual abuse.....help sexually abused adults heal and stop kids from killing themselves....and sometimes you have to be TOUGH to get that work done...

Dont get me wrong, as others experience the CALL OF HOME, I have done, many times over the years and even tried to leave early in a bid to return to whence I came from....

Alas, they had other plans for me....and as each siutation arose whereby my life was held in balance, I returned, different, stronger....what you would refer to as WALK-ins....

But it goes even deeper than that....I AM WHO I AM and HAVE ALWAYS BEEN - I just needed reminding of it.....

They knew how far to push me....I was reminded of the strength I had inside....each twist of cruel fate, initially, scared the living shit out of me....fear became my companion....everything I contemplated, tackled, fear was right there, beside me.....

But as time progressed, I changed, transition after transition.....battling within my spiritual realms, and within the physical realms, daily, superimposed, simultaneously.......oh the times when I thought the world was against me.....

But I learned very quickly that each hard lesson was a reminder of what I already knew/know....that each deep lesson was to prepare me for the crisis of ANOTHER and that only through HANDS-ON knowing could I apply the depth of care, support and power, needed to pull others from their pits of destruction....

I look forward to when my time is done, now.....happy actually that that time WILL come in the right moment....and I understand why I have never feared death and never seen a divide between life in the physical and death of the physical....because there is none....I walk in amidst BOTH realms every moment of every waking lifetime.....

I dont, in any way, expect a pat on the back, recognition or thanks for what I do.....because I AM SELFLESS in what I do....I have some to know ME....inside, out....recognising the signposts of my journey from past, to now, but all one....

I just want to say, without going into great depth or detail, that I HERE for a purpose.

Dont knock my strategy....there are reasons behind EVERYTHING I DO....

I have the confidence in my abilities, bestowed and entrusted to me, of long ago...and I treasure my role within this planet as a dedicated and loyal employee of the source.

While everyone has an opinion....I truely accept and appreciate this....however, the one place I stand is in total 110% acceptance and acknowledgement of each and every one of you, the roles you have and where you are at.....

ACCEPTANCE in its truth, means acknowledging that there are always reasons and ripple effects of ones actions.....

TRUST is the keyword into the next stage of the journey.

TIME, and hindsight give you answers to what you question now.....

TRUST ME...dont knock me.....

In love and light
Shona (warrior til the end...)