Wow! Welcome to the new energy of 2008

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I have been anticipating that 2008 would be an exciting year, and now just a few days into it, I can say that I won't be disappointed. I don't know about you, but I have felt such a significant shift from the energy of 2007, it is as if I have stepped into a new way of experiencing. The time lag from thought to manifestation is quite surprising and I have found myself having to confront some of the old that I thought I had released, but in fact had just buried.
Last night, I was triggered back into an old ego issue that clearly needed to be brought to the surface for release. My wife asked me to just listen while she vented some of her frustration. It wasn't about me, but I just couldn't hear her and found the words "Why are you going there?" coming out of my mouth. The words weren't meant for her, they were meant for me as I found myself going into a place of self doubt and constriction and recognized the frightened little child within myself calling out to be heard. It was visceral and powerful!
Fortunately I recognized that this wasn't about my wife but about me and apologized to her saying that I needed to learn from this. I am aware that my outer experience is a reflection of my inner, so it became clear that I had some personal work to do.
I then withdrew, as is my way, to do the inner work necessary. As I centered myself and began to look at the inner landscape of my experience, I found that part of me that was stuck in fear. This ego fragment I had overlooked, I located within my solar and sacral plexus chakras at the mental and emotional level. With the guidance of my Higher Self, I envoloped it in unconditional love, reassuring that part of me that it had done its best at the time, and that I was grateful for how it had helped me through a difficult situation. I assured it that it didn't need to remain in fear. I then went to my pyramid of light in the fifth dimension and stood in the violet flame of transmutation, and then lay on the crystal table and asked for the maximum infusion of golden white Creator light that I could utilize. This is a technique that I have learned from AA Michael. I felt release and relief almost immediately.
Since I was in the inner landscape already, I began to look for other blockages and found another located in the sacral plexus and root chakra. I followed the same proceedure of honoring and thanking that part of myself for how it had helped at the time and and brought it into my pyramid of light to transmute, balance and harmonize it.
When I awoke this morning, I felt a lightness that I haven't felt for a long time. My wife commented on how different I was and how much more loving energy she could feel from me. She is an energy worker so is quite sensitive to this. I suspect that anything of the old fearful energy will quickly reveal itself to me, as it can't remain hidden within this new expansive energy. I look forward to releasing all that no longer serves my highest good, so that I will finally step into my mastery. 2008 stretches out before me full of exciting potentials and possibilities. Have a great year!

Namaste

Johnnyangel

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