Oh thank goodness i feel that someone may finally believe me and help me here..

Just finding this forum and reading topics where people can ask for help unafraid of disbelief and rejection makes me want to cry.
For weeks now every attempt iv made to tell my story and get help,i have been rejected,ignored and dis believed. I was even called a liar at one point. I hope i will finally find understanding and help here,and i can put my attack to rest.
My psychic attack started last year in feb. A year later iam just starting to come out the other side. I was possessed,mentally and phsyically attacked,died and came back once,and had been close to death many times after that. The attack also affected my soulmate,but the greatest damage to her was watching me go through it. Today,a year later,together with my soulmates help,iv managed to block the worst of it. But iam so tired,i dont have any energy. Im naturally a being of light,but since the attack im scared and paranoid,my healing work and life suffer because of this,and my constant drained feeling and lack of energy.
Not only did the attack cause so much harm to me,my soulmate and my life,but it totally crumbled my world. I didnt even know that attacks were possible until it happened to me. Iam lost in my beliefs and confused now,hurt and drained. Im desperatley fighting back up to my light mentality,but i think both i and my soul mate need help healing from my attack,and what happened to us because of it.
Thankyou in advance.
Hugs
Love and light
MysticAngel.xx