I thought January was supposed to be great...

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...at least that's what I kept telling myself in December, anyway. Well, I'm ready for it to get great...the weird thing is that it's NOT situational. GOOD things are happening every day. I can see things building up to make old dreams and new ones come true rapidly. But my emotions are all over the place.

No, it's not a 'B' day. I can be grateful for that. It's more like my emotions, all of them, are on the knife's edge today. On the edge of tears of sadness, then tears of utter joy, then anger that's quick to flare and quick to recede...it's exhausting.

Even my daughter, a starchild, is feeling it and stayed home from school today. She's low energy and cocooning in her room.

Well, just wondering if anyone else is experiencing this knife's edge emotionality...

Love in the Highest,

Satina

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