Alone but not?

emelar's picture

Well, I'm feeling better today. All the support I get here makes it hard not to. I've been reading a lot about being Indigo, seems to me it's a blessing and a curse at the same time. Even those who know me well don't understand me, and I feel as though I scare the heck out of most of them. It's like I'm too true to be good, I challenge all their beliefs constantly, and they aren't ready to look at anything so they stay away. Even those I've known a lifetime stay away, they are there when I'm in crisis but other than that I'm on my own. How I long for friends that I don't scare, that are like me. I'm a round peg trying to fit into a square hole, and I'll never fit! Just when I get a handle on it all, and really begin to honour and accept my uniqueness, I plunge into depression. Thankfully, I have all the support I can handle here, and I think I'll skip the depression this go round. Watch out world here I come again!

Much love and many blessings,

emelar