I fell down and broke my foot!!!!

Ouch!!!!I can't move 3 of my toes on my right foot...and the pain...OMG is enlightening to say the least. I am in my new cottege though. I barrowed $2260.00 from Ratna Ling to sicure this place. There is no running water or heat and for light and my putor we have an extention chord running from the lodge. Naturally, I can't find anything....This will be my second night with no heat, water or a toilet. If I wasn't too lamed to get out of bed I would really be frustrated...
My son is doing well. He is at a meeting right now. I encourage him to reafirm at every oppertunity. I have also been helping another homeless family here. It is the little things. I may not have adiquit accommidationd at the moment, but it is still shelter and i do have electric. I have been in worse situations then this. I have a burdan on my heart to help others in this predicament.
Everyone always thinks, that can't happen to me. I thought that when my first born died. I thought that when I lost my home in the flood here. Exceting it when it does happen to you is the hard part. I find, that helping another who suffers the same tradgeties is what helps heal the wound of suffering. I'm doing something, howbeit little...it's something.
May the Lord bless my new home here. May no evil enter here or harm befall any that seek it's comforts. May this new home be a refuge for the weak and hopeless. May angels guard my front door and back. May this dwelling become a place of healing. May I be able to turn it furtile and green with healing herbs. May I be able to give back to the Mother for her shelter, and the Father for his strength................thank-you...amen.......blessed be
To all of you O send my joy, and my love.from a child's heart. Think of me.and that thought will carry me to you......Motherchi