[12 of 375] Sufi Spinning and Good questions for decision making

I made some very positive resolutions for New Year's
and I will be fulfilling some of them here!

I also went to a drum circle today on New Year's Day
and I did some turning (like Sufi) and I did it for
at least 10 minutes solid going in both directions.

And Spirit-higher-self said "You will not fall down
or be dizzy when you conclude" and I WAS NOT!!!

The first time and when I heard this, the ROOM DID NOT EVEN
SPIN AFTER!!! I was totally grounded, it was as if I had
been doing a normal activity!!

I think this bodes well for cointinuing to raise
my vibration and also for getting rid of any disability
associated with my brain.

I have a very positive outlook for the New Year!

Also, I am trying to be more grounded and solid and
not frantic especially with regard to managing my
interior emotions and making decisions. So I am
asking higher-spirit-self

"What is the loving choice?"
"What will bring me greatest light?"
"What will raise my vibration?"

When trying to make a decision about how to spend my time.

Last night on New Year's Eve, I was in the First Night
Parade and then I performed some poetry for a big crowd
at one of the venues.

Afterwards I had invitatinos to two parties.

A music party more locally, and one an hour away with
people I dont know very well. But there are at least
2 lightworkers there that I knew of (the hosts of the party)

One is higher level than the other. And the first time
I went to theri house (for teh Christmas party I talked about)
I felt so much love that I thought it woudl be ok for me
to drive that far, if I could experince even a portion of tha t
again.

Because the music peopel are NICE, but a little lost.
I have never had that feeling after I left. It was good
but NOT LOVE-FILLED-AMAZING.

So I am so glad I drove out to the far party and even thought
I did nto get tehre til 11 pm. We wrote out things that
we wanted to get rid of from the past to go into the new year.

I wanted to release:

=Clutter
=Total Responsibility for the nonprofit I created (i can still be involved but not total responsbilitiy)
=unhealthy relationships (one in particular in question)
=fear that I will not have a partner
=franticness
=indecision
(some others i forget!!)

and we burned thsese notes on teh front lawn in the snow udner the stars and moon.

We then went inside and rang in the new year with singing tibetan bowls!!

I met two MORE lightworkers!

And I ended dup staying til 2 am and swapping poetry.

Came home, slept well.
Got up and went to the drumming cirlce where I did the sufi spinning.
I thought I was going to be late, but it was DIVING TIMING. I was an HOUR late
but few peopel came to the meal, an di had plenty of time to eat and get ready to drum!

And I was NOT FRANTIC about getting there.

And afterwards, I went to another party wehre there were the same people
from the music party that i opted not to go to, so i got to see them anyway!!

It was a great day!!!

I hope your new year is off to a great start too!!!

Love and light,

Samantha