WooHoo!!!! I found a home!!!!
I'm sooooooooooooooo excited!!!!!!!!!!!and I'm moving today!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am...officially...no longer homeless!I got the A frame cottege here in Rio Nido.
Now get this for ironey...Doing good deeds for others comes back to you...... 3 years ago a friend of my son's was homeless and we used to let him sneak upstairs where he was working for our landlord so he would have a place to sleep. I had totally forgotten all about it...but he hadn't. Now, he's my new landlord. He's not only been instrumental in helping us get this cottege...there was a waiting list of people who had put bids on this place...he's also become rather dependant on my son who has a variety of talents from computors to honest back labour work. The other manager here...it's rather a large place here...is also a recovering addict like my son. She has a car but doesn't like to drive and a phone...because my son is on a strict probation with random drug testing...he has to call in everyday and if he doesn't show up for testing he goes back to jail. In addition he has to pay for it and for classes. The manager calls in everyday and so far has always allowed her car to be available for his testing, visiting the kids, his classes and NA meetings. Their help has been invaluable.
My grandkids are doing as well as to be expected...they asked their mom the other day....why are we here? I've been trying, as has my son, to help the mom. You can lead a horse to water but you can not make them drink..her staying here has been limited because she would rather sleep in the street then give up her dog, that she can't afford to feed. She refuses to even think about quitting doing drugs. When they took the kids they offered her a drug program, but she refused and bailed herself out. Jon has tried to get her to go to NA meetings with him but she just gets angry. All she has to say really, about the whole situation is 'Oh well, everything happens for a reason.......' I know she's still somewhat iun shock and clinging to the drugs that numbs her of the reality of what she has lost...3 children! Coming from an orphans perspective I find her lack of care dishearting. I must tell you, it makes my heart grieve to love her more for I know, if she had ever had the love of a mother or father she would not be so displaced...byparticiant...please help me keep her in prayer.....she needs a healing so deep......I so forgive her for her actions. I may not understand them. The rejection of a mother at birth had somewhat an oposit effect on me. I am so all about breaking patterns that are bad ones. Like never being hugged as a child or seeing any display of affection between my foster parents caused me to have to hug my kids and say..out loud! i love you! every morning and night. I find, not enough people, have my quantum perspective. Many have no idea why they react..or don't.....me...I have to annalize and evaluate everything...hee hee. I like the way I think because it allows me to not only understand, it allows me to change
o may i ever be like a child
may i ever see through childs eyes
I don't know if i will have the net later./ Right now there's only an extinction chord for light, no water, no hot water heater, no propane and heat is propane, no fregerator...no furnature...the floor is tore up and the yard is full of the last tennents garbage...so i have a few bugs to work out...hee hee....I DON'T CARE CAUSE I HAVE A HOME TO BE BUGGED BY!!! hee hee..........
so I'm off my dear friends....but not without this thought.....
i dearly love you all.may you know my joy and be blessed......
I THINK ALL YOU GUYS ARE SO AWSOME!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!LUVYALUVYALUVYALUVYA!!!!!
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