33 About myself part 3 My life in India

It is not a coincidence that I am in India. India is going through my head on and on…. What is it?? What fascinates me and many others? It is the mind, the unexpected, the great creativeness of this Wonder, called mind.

Indians are great psychologists! Westerners, and even Western psychologists get fooled by simple Indian people. What can they read and we cannot? It has to do with the Energies! The spoken word is only small part of peoples Energy. The body language is telling much more! Then the tone of the voice, the vibration.

It is easy to be on a chat-line and express in writing, there the vibration is not so easily understandable. It is if we are able to in tune to the person we want to read. In tuning is much more simple if we can listen to the voice of the person. Here it is great, when we have no idea about the physical appearance of the other person. Physical appearances are distracting us quite a bit!! Only by listening to the voice of a person, we can feel the emotions and many other psychological details about the person.

In tuning is the word to use here. How we in tune? By listening! Listen is an art and if we are in contact with a new person, we will quickly understand if that person likes to talk or if he is more interested in listening what we have to say. Usually it is both, and I found out that the balance between talking and listening comes naturally. I also discovered that very naturally with certain people I limit myself to listening, while other people inspire me to talk a lot. There is no logical or intentional action behind this my behavior.

It is a in tuning to the persons Energy. I can imagine if the masculine is predominant, the person will talk more and to counterbalance that I have to in tune to my Feminine. If the person is not talking, then I feel the Feminine is more active and I will balance this by using my Male Energy. How this sounds?

Now I came a little away from the title! My life in India was for long time in the Female Energy. I was running after a men, a person who called himself a Great Master and a Guru. I believed that I know nothing and he knows everything! What a mistake!! He was able to control my mind. On youtube I discover many stories about mind control and I also find out that Swami Shivananda wrote a book about this subject: “The mystery of mind and its control”.

I met Yogiji, (later on he changed his name to Babaji) in 1991 in Switzerland. I was working in Union Bank of Switzerland at that time and this strangely dressed man came to my desk. My mind was very troubled at that time and I recently found out about Yoga and Reiki. I was fascinated by the Energy of this man; so different from anything I had ever felt in my entire life. He could read this, I instead, was living in an enormous cloud of ignorance! He sowed me some of his tricks and I got more attracted. He invited me many times to come and visit him in his ashram in India, but I had big fear of the unknown and rejected his invitations until 1996 when I first arrived to India.

Yogiji had a girl-friend in Milan, Italy and he came to visit usually twice a year. Carmen is a very good looking Italian Business woman. She was deeply in loved with Yogiji. She told me, after she met him, her business increased enormously. I would say she was emotionally dependent on him.

Now in 1996 when I reached the airport of New Delhi, Yogiji presented me an Indian lady, which he said to me he had bought from her brother in law! He told me that she agreed to be his 2nd wife, and Carmen would be his 1st wife. I did know that this was not right, but kept quite. Remember, I felt, that I knew nothing and he knows everything! The Italian lady left him when she discovered the game he was playing! She suffered a lot! At that time my mantra was: “Everything is perfect” and I did not question his morals.

Yogiji used to look for a house to buy. It was his hobby to look hundreds of houses all over, but always he could find a negative point in any deal and therefore never decided to purchase any property. One day we came to a beautiful, relatively untouched area, very near the holly river Ganga in Raiwala, which is in-between Rishikesh and Haridwar. I felt in love with that land of about two acres; and he found out that it was on sale. His brainwashing was so convincing that I transferred 15’000/- US dollars in spring 1998 to buy this property. He told me that it is not possible by law that foreigners could buy properties in India. He told me that he would buy the property in his name. My trust was unlimited and I saw no sense in him cheating me. I thought he was a Great Guru in America and he did not fall in the money trap; so he is not interested in money! He also declared that he is my best Friend! This was my biggest miscalculation!!! He was in America, yes, but he never worked. He used to take money from people and cheat them. This was his business, from a very early age. I don’t want to go into all the stories.

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