what a day

What a day it has been. Between sleeping and being in a daze i know on some level i am working a great deal. on the days like this the only thing i can do is go with it. My heart feels heavy as if i have just finished a long cry a grieving for things long past. I feel i am half in the past but not in this life time. Im not sure if it is past lives of myself or it is ancestral clearing i am doing, but i do know i will be informed in due course what this is all about but i never realy get used to the feelings when letting go of this old out moded way of being. How long these ways of letting go will have to go on im not sure but i do hope they wont last much longer as they are tiring. Well lovely people i am closing my eyes again and need to go. Blessings to you all and to those who are doing the same as me chin up it is worth it you know.......lol.....LOVE LOVE LOVE Marie xxxxx