Observations from the other side.....

Ascension is a word that many believe or THINK means to reach a higher level of understanding or spirituality...the English language falls, oh so short, on expressing what spirituality encumbers or involves....there are few words or meanings of spirituality that can lead one to find what it all means.....ASCENSION in its truth, is about reaching a particular point of enlightenment, BUT to each soul, this level, could and can be a state that is variable and will always remain, so, as each of us ARE uniquely different....while life may lead many of us to aspire to a life of peace, understanding and love....if the world were JUST SO, as far as Im concerned, personally, it would be a pretty bizarre and fruitless life, as existance is about reaping what you sow....and, there are those of us that need to battle, use confrontation as a means of progression, a means of putting right, injustices etc, on behalf of those that need to live, specifically in light and love, to keep balanced energies within this atmosphere...... ..and though this says 'if you sow goodness and love, light and splendor, you will reap likekind', this saying is in actuality, to some degree, wrong....for you can sow that truth, generation after, generation, but the DARKER aspects of existance will continue to wreak merry hell on your crop of goodness and send you into a state of flurry if you are not prepared for 'bad weather' or a 'swarm of destructive insects'.....preparation...keyword....good word to remember...because existance is not about being perfectly good, of the light, seeking to find and help 'bad fruit' ripen through enlightenment, or your love....'bad fruit' is born specifically from the darker depths and will remain so , endeavouring to muster your soul .......I've pulled a few back from those depths....still shaking their heads at how they arrived there....'they', of the dark, are very cunning, adept and believe just as strongly in their own cause, as lightworkers, do theirs....however, the ONE difference and ACE card that 'they' have up their sleeve, is that 'they' have NOTHING to lose....in going anywhere, or within anybody, for their own purpose, because they attach to nothing except inroads of self-doubt and self-destruction through ones fear of rejection, loss or trauma....you have to know what to look for...discernment is a learned tool to be able to see, with clarity, those of the light and those of the dark....you have to look past the physical aspect of us 'ALL' being human.... KNOW that we are ONLY SPIRIT in a physical experience....one of which could last centuries, and time, being no objective, but a mere challenge, in the greater plan of things.....while I often refer to earth as a giant chessboard....the dark aspects agin the light....I also realise that time has a way of depleting energies that are not strong enough to do the distance (lifetimes etc), and when you can get your head around the spiritual realm being the pre-dominant place of existance, the meaning of life, itself, falls into place......human lifetimes are just a flicker of existance.....Ive been lucky enough in all my lifetimes, to realise what my own worth is, in who I am and what I am here for....there was many a year, this lifetime, that the darker forces set out to eliminate me from the process of returning to my mission, and I am sure, others would have the same acknowledgement, should they sit and ponder the course of their life, as it has happened and where they are today.....not ONE single aspect of each and every deep gut-wrenching experience that I was subjected to, could I ever not have had to enrich my memories, I am grateful for both my tormentors and abusers, allowing my clarity to return, that of which has lain dormant for a long time.... much of ourselves is kept in deep places for long periods of time, lifetimes....it is only through the darkest deepest experiences can one fully gauge the REALITY of life and ALL it encompasses....the TRUTH....and yes, the English language falls short of explaining in any way the enormity and truth of who we are and why we are here....for to do this, to expose the reality and truth about us, would mean hierarchy and governments would have no bearing in keeping us contained, from our own personal truths......I am lucky in the respect of not seeing the divide between those who are within a physical body and those without a physical body....there IS NO divide....I do not mourn death.......I celebrate it....as I know without a doubt, that I will catch up with those that have gone before me, at some stage, at a time, when it is deemed necessary....never fear loss, never fear the spirit losing its body....always be prepared for what life dishes, command a reason, look deeper, always seek answers, although most of the truths of life are not within pages of books, but from looking within oneself and being open to the enormity of existance....may Angels guide you all on your journeys...may you find the truth to gift you a smile, in acknowledging peace can be drawn from as many wells as you, yourself, create......