Any Suggestions?

So yeah, I have been reading about people losing jobs on the path to ascension. I was always perplexed with this idea.

I didn't understand why people would lose their job.  Other than they just stopped performing on the job.  I thought that was it.  Its funny what you go through in your path of enlightenment....

I have been struggleing at work lately, i thought it was a lack of drive, so i worked harder and made sure I did extra well and went out of my way to stay busy and actually  work.  I told myself I would not lose a job while on a path of enlightenment.  Funny how things play out...

I was acused of doing something that is not in my charactor.  I was told I stole something.  I have never done anything wrong in my life...   Why would anyone think I stole anything.  Well one thing turned into two things.  Both were not handled the way I would have handeled it but then that is besides the point.  Now I am being looked at as a theif...

I did nothing but try to keep my job.  I still have it, but now I am uncomfortable and so is everyone else...  I have not lost my job, but I am looking to see what I can do to get out of the situation I was put in....

The thing I realize is that the things that cause the loss is in no way controllable by me.  I am perplexed by that 

Why is that? 

 What is it about enlightenment that causes this?

Does anyone else have stories about their life that was turned upside down during enlightenment? 

What are some patterns?

Can we honestly say that we lose our jobs and things that matter to us (spouce, friends, family) due to nothing we did?

Where do I go from here, I am up to my waiste, I was waiting to take the plunge, should I do it? 

Is this my sign to jump?

I am searching but I am not understanding.

If anyone has some advice or stories of enlightenment, let me know I would love to learn and hear from you.

Love and Light

~Saydra