Sharing a bit about myself..

I stumbled upon the site by means of Google.. I was searching into Light Workers/Warriors and viola! Here I am. So a bit about me.. and how I came to realize what I am.

A Somewhat brief Life History
At the age of 16 I had been going through a big bought of depression. I thought I was alone, that no one loved me, that my life was meaningless, and death was hanging right around the corner. I had been struggling, for months.. without anyone noticing. I kept up a front that everything was fine, I even denied it myself for awhile. Even those close to me didn't realize it. Then late one night, I was tucked away in my bedroom and watching tv. I decided I wanted something to drink and left the room, heading out to the kitchen. But instead of going to the fridge for a soda, I went straight for the drawer that my mother kept a box cutter. This particular box cutter was brand new, out of the package the day before. I stood at the sink, and laid the blade to my wrist.. after that point.. to the time I found myself in the bathroom I have no idea what went on. It felt just seconds had slipped by. I was washing what little blood was on my wrist from the tiniest cut you can imagine. I remember now that I had been trying to saw on my wrist.. with no effect. But how I got from the kitchen.. to the bathroom was a mystery. Until recently. I was told, by my Twin Star (well get to her later), that one of our Guardians helped me after I collapsed on the kitchen floor into the bathroom and got me to wash off my small cut.

Still in denial, I forgot all about it. Now.. in this house that we lived in I noticed that we weren't the only ones living there. There were spirits.. ghost.. and it didn't help living across the street from a cemetery. When we had moved into this house, the first night there, I was awoken to the sound of a party going on. But.. there wasn't one. It sounded as if I was standing right in the middle of the room, and a huge crowd around me. I couldn't pick up what they were saying, but it was so loud that even covering my ears didn't help. There had been plenty of nights, while we lived in that house, that I couldn't sleep because of the noise, or because of an overwhelming feeling that someone .. or something was in my room. So I would sleep out on the sofa, just a few steps from my bedroom door. On one particular night, after the whole attempted suicide thing, I was laying on the sofa when I felt someone standing at my door, watching me. I don't remember much of that encounter, but I will never forget the brilliant white light of it's body and the most incredible feeling of love that came from it. But being a teen I didn't indulge in this thing.. but I knew from that night on that my life would change. I believe I was told that it would start to change at the age of 18.. that I would go through some very hard life changes, but that everything would turn out alright.

So I continued to be the teenager I was. I was a rebel.. not so much as to get into trouble with the law.. just never listening to my parents, getting grounded, going out to parties. But shortly after my 18th birthday.. it all changed. I started to slowly cut off all the connections to those I considered friends. It was hard, but slowly and surely I did it. At the age of 21 the last connection was finally broken and I was on my way down a path of self discovery. It has lead me here. I am still discovering things about myself as I continue on with my Search for the Truth. Which is why I call myself a Truth Seeker. (Along with a Star Child, and a Light Warrior.)

My Belief.. what I have discovered so far...
My belief may differ greatly from other people, but it is what I believe to be True. I am an open minded person, I am open to different possibilities.. but this is what I hold True in my heart.

At the Beginning.. God (The God Force. The Holiness, as I often refer Him to, since He has no gender) made the vast galaxies, stars, planets.. and so on. From stars He created Star Children.. or Angels, however you wish to see them as, but whoever you call them.. they are of the Light. And for each of His Star Children, He made them a Twin Star. Those that know us better than any Soul Mate could. Those that are inseparable for all time. And from the Great Void (the Great Darkness), which no Light could shine into, The Holiness made a Dark Star and called him Satan. He is the Keeper of Darkness, Evil, Chaos.. you name it. While the Dark Star had free reign The Holiness made a remarkable planet. Earth. He made the first Human Creature, Adam, from water and dirt. From a rib of a rib of Adam, dirt and water, The Holiness made the first female human.. Eve. After that was said and done, The Holiness took the Dark Star, Satan, and put him on Earth.. and told him this would be his kingdom. And while Satan could do what he wanted, The Holiness had the final say. So Satan is with limit.. and if he does something that The Holiness does not like.. or The Holiness thinks he's stepped out of line.. He'll let him know.

Now while Satan had a kingdom.. he needed followers.. and what better followers than those of the Light. He found a dark seed in Lucifer, and manipulated and seduced him with his ideas. In turn Lucifer rebelled against The Holiness and the rest of the Light. I think we all know this part of the story. Michael threw him down.. but not to the Hell as a lot of Christians see. But to Earth, which as I believe is Hell in a matter of speaking. Those of the Light that rebelled and thrown down I believe are called the Fallen. Those that have descended to Earth in order to help fight against the Fallen, I believe are the Light Workers/Warriors, Healers, Star Children.. in short.. Us.

Conclusion..
So there you have it.. my history.. and my belief. I will leave you with that for now. Please feel free to post comments and/or questions.

Love and Light,
Serenity

Side note: I was recently told by my father that I used to talk to someone invisible to him and my mother, and I had my own language. But that it stop shortly after I turned 2. I've come to believe that I was most likely speaking to a Guide and the language I was speaking was the Angelic Language we know back at Home.