This is Me...........

Hello to all that take time to read my blog...and thank you for coming. I am a mother of 2 wonderful girls one of which I had the pleasure of not birthing..lmao...she is my soon to be step-daughter. I am engaged to a wonderful man that is so alive spiritually, but needs no mention of it. I am and always have been a bird of a different feather....I have ALWAYS known I was different! There was no mistaking it......not even one of my family memebers is like me, for years they could not even relate to me. I have had many events in my life to make me believe that there is something more then meets the eye. It all started after my mother, and sister died before I was 2...they both have come to me at different points in my life. I will never forget the time we used a oujia board to try to talk to my sister....the room filled with wind and the lights went out...that was the last time we did that! From there I felt my mother in full form laying next to me in bed but saw NO ONE! After that I lost my way a bit and started to practice the craft,casting pointless love spells. When it failed to bring me the hot jock in high school I gave up on it....lmao! Then after school I started realizing I was dreaming things before they happened, and I was startled by it very deeply. I made my way through my late teens to my twenties there were spots of things that I could not explain, but nothing in any kind of pattern at least not that I noticed then. Over the earlier parts of my 20's people I knew died all around me......one by one they came to me....my home....and would not let up till I paid them attention. I have even flashed to the sceen of an accident that a friend of mine was being told of by her friend on the phone....all of the sudden there I was in the driver seat looking at a lil boy that had just passed away...that experience nearly made me fall over. I did not understand what drew me there and how it had happened..it was soooo fast, and so not in my control. Then I started to read, read, read, read, read, read, then I began to look for people like me. I swear to you I even slowed time twice in my life I am not sure how I did it, nor do I have the answers as to how it works, but when I was put in very stressful situations that require immediate action something in me has taken over in the past and slowed down time. I have spoken to other people that have done this as well, if you have let me know I would love to hear your story! I from there realized I am a healer, met my guides, developed an intimate realtionship with my them, and begun reaching out to the world with my talents and the help of my guides. I have had many more experiences then this, and maybe another day I will 'blog' them....till then this is all....thanks for reading....have a love filled day/night!
Light N Love
Clair