Testing Times!!

Hi All,

Sorry not been on here for a while - hope you are all well, happy and loved.

So much has been happening - to cut a long story short - I feel as if I'm being tested at the moment - My Partner David, is losing his job at Christmas, ok I can deal with that - my daughter Kaeleigh, (who is 18) has a miscarriage (such mixed feeelings here as it happened to me at the same age and I feel for her - but at the same time feeling guilty that I'm somehow relieved) - our car breaks down and was £1200 to fix - it's only money and at least I had it to spend - I don't really have a good relationship with my Mum ( who I believe to be mentally ill) I've not been in contact with her for over 3 years. Well she's ill and scared - so I want to help her - after all she is my Mum.
My Father passed into spirit 3 years ago - we were close - but he betrayed me - I have forgiven him, so as not to carry this around with me. My sister who is heading towards a breakdown is now not talking to me, as she thinks I'm up to something with my Mum, even though I told her I just wanted to make sure that she was ok - I don't understand and she won't explain. She just refuses to see or talk to me. It hurts...

So I do feel as though I'm being tested in some way, I'm not sure to what end, but I just thought I'd let you know why I've not been around.

Love to you all.....

Kerry xxxxx