Starseed and people

I know that my angels are with me... even though sometimes I feel lonely.

I can hardly get along with roommates... being by myself is kind of like impossible, besides the point for some reason prior to writting this I didn't have this any friends... with whom friendships could last long. Living in New York is such a "give it all life" experience where people are like passangers in the train. We meet stay there for a certain ammount of years or for sometime... :) right - and then we go on with our lives to other geographical locations... in the world.

I want to have friends that are there. Most of all I want to be loved by friends.

I can't stand don't like push it away - when people scale each other... when people measure each other by money.

After some time... I realized one thing that money didn't mean happiness and everything I defined by happiness wasn't much close to it. God if I even feel a sense of belonging I will feel blessed!

I found that sometimes people would be thrown off by my accomplishments besides all the challanges. When I start to speak and I bring so much wisdom with me... I tend to send them to their own world. When I want to be with them. I touch something deep within.

I want people to stay in my life. Those unique people the 5-10% I can find the coomon grounds with :)

Love,

Lana