Augh...The majic of that 'happy thought!'

I have got to admit, Peter pan was one of my favorite stories. I do believe in fearies! I do believe! If it were not for the philosophy of Peter Pan, I fear I would have been unfortuate enough to grow up hee hee hee....
Good evening luvs. I send you my joy from my child's heart, may I ever see through my heart..seleh.
I find that so often, when I feel frustrated about my present circumstances unable to change them at that time.....that one way to gain positive energy is to give it. Sometimes it takes being homeless...to see the other people on the street. 'Normal' people are scared of homeless people..because they fear it may happen to them...and the horror of giving up the luxuries like running water, a toilet..a way to cook. From being raised in an orphanage I still don't know how to cook for just 1....I'm not bragging or anything......but I am the QUEEN of rock soup.
Ratna Ling donated a coffee pot, heater, and a microwave to aide in my surviving....blessing them daily for their care....they also donated some fresh vegtables....blessed be
Anyway....I know this homeless couple that are actually camping in this 20* weather!. The management has not minded them come to visit me which has allowed them hot showers, coffee and a hot meal. This vegtable soup I made with a few potatoes an bell pepper, onion,garlic, fresh tomatoes and a ramen soup packette has lasted 2 days now. It just keeps growing...hee hee...what can I say....ya...much like Christ and the fish and bread. It is amazing how mericals begin........with the simple act of letting go. Of giving.
I may not have resolved my housing situation..but I am warm and happy and my son is healthy, clean, and hopeful. Because of the compassion of Ratna Ling that gave me the gift of a way to eat.....I was given the oppertunity to share it with5 other homeless people. £ of which, had not really had a good hot meal in weeks. Especially a homecooked soup by motherchi hee hee............
so so far, being homeless has given me the oppertunity to help other homeless people like myself.....
but more I think.......
hope and a few smiles. I make everyone laugh and smile...hee hee...I can't help it.......
the joy and contentment in others to me is the greatest high there is.........
so I may not have been able to accomplish the things that I wanted too today, I was still able to accomplish something far greater.wow! Love in action is so great..giving keeps giving........it's like you smile to one person it make them smile at another......gotta love life..it's a delightful rush
and that rock veggie soup grew again........so it will feed all those people.again
how can one not smile
my day was simply magical..................
love you guys