Starchild being a human

I am a nice person, unless anyone puposely steps on my shoe.
I appear to be nice... so people think they can do whatever and say whatever. The other day my neighboor decided to get on my nerves. I've politely asked him to leave me alone... he didn't so I had to yell to yell at him.
I've had this for years... people would show their worst qualities to me. I want this to change, but I don't know how.

I usually ignore the STUPID nonsence drama, but certain things I wish them to change.

With work it's worse, becuase if the managers are doing something bad to me I mess something up... slowly. I actually wish I could change their shoes to a smaller size... lol
and then wait untill they explode and fire me or leave myself.
I know as a starchild or an indigo I need to learn how to communcate with people better I need to get books on these subjects...

Over time I learned I learned how to stand up for myself and I think it's a good idea especially for a woman. It's always good to have courage to say what you need to say and it's actually respected.

It's good to stend up for yourself but one always has to think if one is doing everything right. With my astrology I learned that I need to count to 10 to find the difference between emotion and what's actually happening.

Lana