a lil buggy loco sinyareta I can be

So I am re-reding about this kun'd'alinii riseing and Subtle body Theory again. My book is too long for me to read I do not pay attention to a book long anugh to teach myself. Here is what I think I know so far. Let me know where I am off angel beings on earth. I am sooo freaking excited and um well I do not want to sleep till I have some more info. I am a spontanious creature of moment and now is one...

So I had a pinched nerve last year and a wise elder/teacher did a energy healing/deep tissue massage therapy which was mosly enegy. I was an ungrateful spoiled brat and I apoligise for the way I acted afterwords. I claimed it did not help my neck at all. The next day juminin and whineing because of the rain and wantng to swim, I fell into the lake near my house. I was not hurt so I swam in my jeans and t shirt and shoes. Somehow my back allighned its self while I was doing back flips underwater. You know those tiny lil' bugs with blue whit beards that fly in you'r mouth while rideing a bike? Well these tiny bugs covered my changeing body and if I relaxed and let them they landed on my body in a huge swarm. I was not afrade likeing there blue white beards so I let them. I felt a strange healing from them they did not bite me{not shure if they even can or not}! So yeah I saw my Human Energy Feild and that of others during this time. I could see only the physical plane vibrating pulsatieing colored light. The only time I saw my own was during "05 spring time. I have seen many interesting lights. I see tree Auras or the Universal Energy Feild
The dragon cureled up in ones spine. rise kundalinii one needs to do study, meditation, and fun stuff like that. I am a learner of other sorts. Dream for instance has tought me alot I am shure Mike a good friend, fellow student,and teacher{tutor/caise study} of mine has tought me well fighting moves sowads in my dreams and I focused them in dance with sticks to a Shalome{Peace} cd I was gifted.

My question is can a healer open this riseing with out verbal conscent or did the bugs do it? Lol I have sice of coarse made myself think I am A NORAMAL HUMAN AND bla bla I forgot about the blue bugs for a time. I remember now. Catchin up now.
Utra'la'Saundra