I need guidance

So here I am sitting pondering the meaning of life. Guess what I did with my notebook and those pencils? You guessed it.

I am calculating everything as if I became an accountant over night. Well after reading my astrological chart I did.

I need some guidance here. If we ascend earlier and desease will no longer be... and I do wish it to dissapear

before 2012? should I continue my career search. Because if such happens how am I suppose to earn money before 2012 then?

Or will it happen all at the same time that in 2012 we will not have money?

There was prosperity programs thing in all channelled messages.

If anything, in 2012 I will be on a canoe under the sun and not work, write books.

Can somebody help me put this puzzle together?

Lana