What would this mean?

I don't know why, and I don't know how, but here's what happened.

On my way to work this morning, I was driving by myself, and the song "Breathe" by MercyMe was on my stereo (you can hear the song on my main page). Just as that song came on, I looked onto my dash. There was a little piece of paper that was put there with "11:11" on it. It was written by someone of whom I care about and watch over. He wrote it to help remind me of where I came from, and what I'm here for. That little piece of paper came to signify a promise. A promise that I would not give up on one of my charges. A promise not to desert someone the way I had been deserted so many times before. A promise to make a difference, and to pay the price needed to help make it so. My eyes started to well up, and I lost it. Here I am, a 28 year old man, driving in morning rush hour traffic, and I have tears streaming down my face.

Such a large task, yet it is my life's work. I am a lightworker and a healer. And with that, I have the calling to help when I can. The humility, yet the weight of it. It's not too heavy, but it's so intense to want so much for others, and to actually see the potential that they themselves cannot. How profound!

This afternoon, while trying to rest, my heart felt as though it would pound out of my chest. If my mind were to be focused on anything, it would have been an anxiety attack. However, there were no racing thoughts. There was no urge to move about. Just the pounding in my chest, trying to push out.

Any thoughts, brothers and sisters?