sometimes I want to be on the mountain.....

away from everything..the noise, the distress, the constant barrage of meaninglessness....and hideousness.
On the mountain. Where I can see God smile.
It's not that I dont get why I need to be here. All that "letting my light shine business"....
But sometimes it would be easier to just slip away.
I was slipping into a light meditation last night and everything started sliding away...so easy! Being pulled upward, outward, everywhere. It made me want to cry-that feeling of wanting to go home. I almost don't want to go that deep into meditation because I dont' think I'd want to come back! It's amazing how Bodhisattvas do it!! (i guess that what makes them Bodhisattvas, huh?)
:)
Everything is for a reason. every breath has meaning.
I have to love being in this body. It is truly a gift.
sooooo...I'll keep on shining.
om shantih