Entering Here, Exiting Here

Hey all my beautiful lightworker friends.

It's been some time since i wrote.

I have been in a still place of late

I am resting, reforming, letting organic, natural, everyday experience permeate my existance.

Where once i used to push myself to become more, now i work on accepting everything i am.

Actually i'm a big fat liar. It's not work at all, it's easy and i love it.

I've been filled with joy lately, with genuine playfulness and laughter.

Appreciating life for what it is.

Realising right now that this is all there is.

All else is just imagination.

I choose what to focus on.

Anything i think about over and over that makes me feel yukky, i walk away from.

I have dropped heaps of expectations of myself. While i still have dreams, i know that that which is truely meant to be will come into my life with minimal effort.

This is all for right now. Being i right now, i will adapt to whatever i experience.

I had a dream the other night. Actually, i've been dreaming more then ever lately. 3-4 big dreams a night, on the 'dreaming nights'

An amazing thing happened recently. I was coinsciouslly aware (awake) as i drifted off to sleep. I stayed aware of what happens when i pass to sleeping state.

There was a massive woooshing sound, and i felt my whole spirit leave my body. It wasn't subtle, it was like the intensity being hit by a truck. Total surrender is required.

I held on tight and went with it, and it was incredible.

Very much the same principles as lucid dreaming, except i was aware AS i went into dreamstate.

This has opened my eyes to the inner workings of life. I love how i've experienced this first hand.

Perhaps it will happen to you to. It's pretty HUGE!

I hope all of you are well and happy.

Whatever you feel is ok. Enter into it completely. Your sadness, anger, excitement, rage, disappointment, everything you feel, needs your presence, to be with it (you) completely. When you enter into an emotion, you pass through it, looking at all the things it encompases. You'll see what you thought was true actually isn't, and beyond the layers of black & white thinking, there is a real world of grey shades, many of them unowned, waiting to be coloured in.

Life is intrinsically safe.

Welcome to heaven

It's right here

Right now.

Love to you all

& a cheeky smile ;)

A.