Personal Rant

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This is me and my personal rant. Feel free to take what you can relate to and ignore the rest. Any comments are welcome.

Just when I feel like things are going good where I'm growing with God and friends, I find my self falling clear off the cliff. And when I say I fell hard, I really meant hard!

After realizing what I had done does NOT fit who I feel I am, and that it was a dream, I started myself some important questions. What the in God's name am I doing!? Do I really want to go down this path yet again?! Don't I know better!?

Point is this. My higher self absolutely knew better. You better believe it. Truth IS always changing and evolving especially my definition of Who I Am. I choose to embrace change and as always I'm going to put a positive spin on my current state of mind. When I fall and get my self all banged up, metaphorically speaking of course, I eventually get up and dust myself off. Sometimes it’s not so metaphorical.

Shake it all off and look at myself in a profoundly deep way. This is when and where I ask these questions above and more. What am I supposed to learn from this? What lesson have I not yet understood if it's an old pattern?
For me, these questions I already knew the answers deep inside of me. It is merely a matter of re-membering them. It's always important to see the entire picture it all. Only then can I even begin to put together the puzzle pieces in this tapestry we call life. In raise my/vibration to a new level and everything suddenly makes perfect sense. And as a dear friend said to me - All is in perfect divine order.

I'll complete this entry with a quote I love by Albert Einstein: "One cannot solve a problem from the same consciousness that it originated.

Godspeed
-Warren

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