[Meditation experience] A past life memory and Mother Guan Yin in autumn.

Namaste, dear brothers and sisters.

Today's chakra yoga brought the blessing of a past life memory as I lay back to focus on the ajna. Here in the memory, I buried my stillborn baby daughter under a beautiful maple tree blooming gloriously in the autumn. So this is why I love the sight of the maple with her orange leaves! In the scene, I saw myself going back to the tree many, many years later to dig where I know I buried my baby after she was born. Surprisingly, her body is still there, and it seems like she is now a fetus again, waiting to be born somewhere down the line. I pick her up and embrace her, and I find tears in my eyes feeling her great love for me, and compassion for the circumstances that separated us in that lifetime.

And then I chanted OM three times, and I saw Mother Guan Yin appear in the night sky. Aurorae behind Her make the sky glow. The wind is blowing gently, maple leaves are floating past us. She is holding a baby in her arms. In my heart, I know I am the child She is carrying. We are watching the sky in delight at the floating leaves. There are feathery things on my back that flutter gently in the night air. Mother Guan Yin lifts me up, and I see myself floating up into the air as I turn to face Her. I float away from her, smiling. Then She blows me a kiss, which becomes a ribbon of white light that connects from Her to me. When the light touches me, I find myself glowing brighter and brighter. The ribbon attaches itself somewhere to my body, and I turn to face away from Her to continue exploring, anchored safely by the ribbon of white light to Her.

Om Shanti Shanti Shanti