My First Past Life Regression?

The First Journey

27/10/07

This was my first attempt at past life regression. It's the day after the full Hunter's moon. It's also the day after I was attuned in Kundalini Reiki level 1 by Our Very own Velanthas :-) (thankYou Sis!)........that really was something! But thats another story........

I assumed the half lotus position and relaxed into 4 2 4 breathing as per usual with my meditations. Upon achieving a relaxed state I began the ten step count down a spiral staircase, went through the clouds on step one and into the darkness. I was in the tunnel as per the method. I focussed on the ball of white light in the distance and ran at it full pelt! As I went through it, it encased me and I was temporarily blind from it's brilliance....then the light subsided and there I was just as here I AM......

The First Encounter

I was in the middle of a battle. It must have been a long time ago because there were no guns. Soldiers were fighting around me. They wore silver armour and I didn't recognise it as any I've come across in history. The people appeared middle Eastern to me, maybe Eastern European? Suddenly one of them jumped high in the air right past me and hurled a spear over the heads of everyone with amazing pace and force. I watched it fly on and on until it struck a soldier in blazing bright gold armour straight in the chest. He fell and died. It was only then that I noticed the cityscape in the distance. It looked Arabic, maybe Egyptian in terms of architecture. Very high light coloured yellowish walls and a large domed building.

My mind immediately propelled me into the streets of the city which were very quiet and peacefull. People seemed to whisper to each other when I walked past along a dusty path/road. It was at this point I remembered to check who exactly I was. I held out my arm, it was very young. I was a child. Not just a child but a female child, dressed in a brown robe which had a simple cord around the waist. Then I saw my own face. It reminded me of Oliver's face but obviously female.

At this point I looked skyward. It was red and dotted with silver clouds. At this point a white craft of some kind hovered a long way in the distance. From it instantaneously a long staircase protruded. It was yellowish gold in colour. I began to climb it and away from the city. At this stage I became distracted and something told me inside that this was enough for now. I was back in the tunnel running along and into the next sphere of brilliant light......

The Second Encounter

As I emmerged from the light I was on a huge grassy plain. It was such a luscious green, rarely seen on Earth apart from the height of summer. The sky was glorious blue with perfect silver clouds. At this point I saw the strangest being. It looked like one of Ricky Gervaise's Flanimals! It was about twelve foot high and consisted basically of just two very thin legs that ended at the top in a lump, with no obvious face. It strided past me a few metres away across the grass, seemingly happy.

I focussed on myself. I was green and very scaly but humanoid in shape. I had four fingers on each hand, very long with black finger nails that could pass for talons. I was aware somehow that I was male. Another being which looked identical to me happily skiped over to me and held my hand. We were apparently great friends maybe even lovers? This being was defintaly female, my gut told me. We both had huge egg shaped heads and shifty eyes, very thin slitty eyes. I was incredibly happy there it would seem. This scene was extremely familiar to me, far more than the first encounter. My guides (or maybe myself?) told me this was sufficient for now. I was back in the tunnel and then......emmerging from the other side of the third sphere of light.....

The Third Encounter

For some reason this one spooked the hell out of me. I was in a war-torn cityscape. I knew it to be Earth. I was on the second level of a brick building which was missing the entire right hand wall. I entered the room from the south-west corner. The floors were dusty wooded planks. I saw two beings. I knew instantly that they were Greys. About four foot in height with massive black eyes. They wore simple white almost pyjama like clothes. One of them was stood up and pointed towards the second one that was sat with it's back against the wall in the north-east corner of the room, right next to the 6 foot drop to the war torn street outside where the wall was missing.

I walked over to the pair of them and stood over the being that was seated. I wasn't aware of myself, who I was, male female, human non-human....it just didn't seem important at the time. It was then I noticed a third being. It was in the arms of the second being....it was a baby....a beautifull baby Grey! The second Grey was holding it in a protective way, sort of huddled over it. The beings seemed to want me to help them. They spoke no words but somehow didn't need to. I understood with no dialogue. At this point I was quite scared and uncomfortable. Strangely I was more uneasy with the environment and the imminent danger that the war was to us and the child rather than with the beings themselves. I have no idea yet whether or not I was one these beings or a human soldier who had stumbled into this room by mistake. The Greys didn't seem to be at all scared of me and seemed to know I would/could help. At this point I decided to leave. This time it was in a hurry and I ran out of the room, and slowly brought myself back up the staircase and into 3D reality once again.

Conclusions

I'll obviously have to re-visit these times and locations for more to become evident. At this stage I'm not sure if thats how past life regression works. I mean if I go back then isn't that a guided meditation verging on visualisation? I'll endeavour to find out before returning if at all.

During the first encounter I was certain I was on Earth but a very long time ago. Maybe even before biblical times. I felt very human and looked human. The similarity in looks between me then and Oliver now were striking. We are certainly not just physical family but Soul family. It's taught me that for certain! The people in the city seemed to have some sort of suspicion about me. They seemed pleased when I went up the stairs towards the craft, almost as though I was a bit different to them in some way. There was no hatred there just suspicion. I wonder if I had powers they didn't understand?

The second encounter was strangely my happiest. In fact if it wasn't for being reptil-like then I would have concluded this place was heaven! It certainly wasn't Earth, or at least any part of Earth I recognise in this life. I was amazingly happy and content and so were the other two being I encountered. Everything was calm, peacefull and tranquil. Out of the three experiences this was the only one where I felt home....

The third encounter was horrible frankly. Like I described above I'm not sure who I was or what I was doing there other than standing scared and shocked at this poor baby. It was definately Earth and my gut tells me it was during world war two...maybe France, but that is a guess. I don't know if I was part of this family and we were stranded there of if they were a family of their own and I was a soldier. I was too transfixed to be able to look at myself. Maybe this was due to mind control or maybe the fear I had back then, I'm not sure.

Phew! There's one down, many more to go!