Thank You!!

As I live, so shall I learn. Ever-learning, ever-growing, we all are. I start this beautiful full-moon today by writing down what is in my heart in hopes that other lightworkers will see it, learn a bit about me, and give me perspective which will in-turn teach me.

When I initially pondered the Full Moon and what it means for me this time, I was apprehensive, almost freightened. Too much power, I thought. Too much change. I crave stability peace and tranquility, and I create it in quantity for myself and those around me who need it. However, in order for Life to live, it must constantly be in a state of change.

But what is it about change that I fear? As I examine this, I learn a bit more about myself that I felt I should share with my Brothers and Sisters in Light. As a Free Spirit, I love. I do not choose to love, I simply just do. And I know that I'm not the only one with the capacity for something truly unconditional.

I fear pain. I fear hurt. I fear delusion. I fear abandonment. So I keep cool, calm and collected.

Each time I open up to love another, it is an investment. An investment of my energy (and indeed, part of my very self) into someone to help them, to comfort, and to be a companion on their journey.

In the short time that I've been on here, I have found more support and energy than I ever thought I could. It is because of you, now, that I can say that I will help another, without reservation or the fear that I have impacting me. Yes, I still experience the fears I listed above, and I developed those fears based on experiences in the past, and the likelihood of them repeating. But I know a little bit more now, and I know that I must love nonetheless.. I must provide sanctuary to those who are surrounded by confusion. I must be a candle in the window, a safe harbor in life's storms.

You, my Brothers and Sisters, are my harbor. Although I may not have met you, I feel that I can chat as old friends. You encourage me. You strengthen me. you help me to heal. With you, I feel safe. With you, I can shine. Thank you. From my Heart, thank you.