PSYCHIC ATTACK

I am under a very hard psychic attack , maybe around 15 to 20 people are attacking me , i will try to explain to whole story . I was in a relationship with a woman , divorced , 2 children , one of 22 years the other with 27 years , her mother , and a lot of mine and her acquaintances , I finished the relationship today , because i was becoming more and more tired , my life all upside down , having this awakening problem also . She is a very problematic woman , she needs pshychiatric treatment , she a has a bipolar disease . The relationship endured one year , all the time i was treated as a weird person by all of those involved in our story , not all know about the awakening process , but she told to other persons , i tried during all this time to send her unconditional love , forgiveness , i have helped her financially , even knowing she was lying most of the time to me , i went almost broken , well i am broken anyway , i am not sorry about helping her . Her mother , children , relatives and acquaintances all against me , some openly , others masqueraded , She is a very demanding person , when she wants something you have to do it , our she becomes very aggressive , not phiscicaly , but emotionally , so she tries to manipulate with her words and actions , just to have an idea , when i began with our relationship , after one month , she said she wanted that i bought her a perfume , i said ok , i will buy you one , ok ! she replied that she wanted one specific perfume not easily found here in Curitiba , so i begun my search , the next day she sended me via phone message , something around 50 ( yes fifty ) messages , did you bought my perfume , i said i am searching , can´t you wait till i find it ? Persistently she sended messages after messages , ( i have been practicing pacience !!! ) , three days later i found the perfume and give it to her , why did it three days to find the perfume ? , there no special day , no birthday gift , nothing , so why the haste ? But so it is with her , when she wants it has to be !!! . Sometimes she wanted to go to a specific restaurant because someone said to her that this or that restaurant or event was a nice place to , ok , let´s go , after minutes being there , ho ... i do not like , or to much noise , or the service was bad , always complaining about something , she is very specialized in complaining . She begun also complaining with our mutual acquaintances that i had no personality , that i was not a kind person and so on . Her very effective and obsessive phrase is :"When you love someone , you take care !!! " , so i had to take care of all her demands , mine ... those are very important . The last three months she begun saying that so-and-so had called her inviting to date , or that she had received an email of so-and-so to date , all of them mutual acquaintances , she begun to say if i did not take care of her i would lose her , ( yes , i have practiced a lot of patience !!! ) , i replied to her , you are free to choose , then she begun that i had no jealousy , well i really do not have jealousy , in my opinion everyone has to right to be free , i do not like to impose nothing , i respect everyone´s freedom . She liked to say that our acquaintances ( most of the them men ) had envy of us , well that is their problem , not mine . But so you are going to lose , okay ! What do you want i do ? Go to them all and say : hey guys do not look to my girl !! Do you want that i go there and make a scandal ? I am not this type of person . And anyway it is not going to solve the problem !!! All the thing builded up and up , more and more tired , more and more out of focus , and those time with this awakening together , a thing she wanted not even to hear about , that is your problem , alright ? I do not want to know about your chackras , your phisical pains , your dizziness , your sleep problems and so on . By the way , i did not choose her , when we met , i was reading a book in a pub , yes i can do that , reading a book in a pub , she came to me from nowhere and said , here is my phone number , i want to know you , and i ...uuuuhhhh ... my phone number ..... and i uuuuuhhhhh ... she toke my phone that was on the table and her phone on my agenda , let´s go out , let´s go dance somewhere , and i .... uuuuhhh..... i do not like to dance , i am reading a book , see !!! , she toke by my hands , let´s go out and find a place to talk , to dinner , i am hungry , well ... i went , so begun our story . In my whole life i have never never dated a woman , i mean i never asked a date , i have always being asked to date ... : o) , strange ... they fall on my lap , and i am not a handsome man , i think it has something to do with karma ... they see in me something special that they need , i suppose so , i have been thinking about it , i never asked a woman to date !!! 2+2=4 , ( karma ) . But i had to stop the whole thing , i feeled that it was becoming very dangerous for me , so two day ago , before i went to sleep , i asked to angels , please send me a sign , a good sign of what to do ? i do not want to break a heart , it is a very difficult task to me to say no , it is not easy , it is all over , it breaks my heart to say it !!! , that night i dreamed that a snake was attacking me , but i had a sword and cutted the head off , on the same night i dreamed that i was having a horse race with against man , we were side by side , at the end of the race was a woman waiting for us , and who that would won the race would conquer her heart , that were the rules . The other one almost ran over a little girl that was beside the path , and that girl was shocked by nearly overrun by the horse , so i stopped with my horse , went to the little girl that was crying , and i tried to sooth her , toke in my arms and spoke to her to be not afraid , that nothing really had happened to her . Sure the other man won the race , and the woman said that is was not fair ( but in a manner that i would say it was a demand ) , i had stopped because to reassure the little girl that everything was ok . But the man replied that those where the rules , the woman did not reply anymore , and i did not contest it , i was more happier to be of help with the little girl . I was really that the little girl was smiling again and i was feeling her eyes glowing with contentment .The next day , i went to a broker , ( here in Brazil we have a special lottery called ( Jogo do Bicho ) , it has this name because you have to chose to bet on a animal , i think in all my life here i did so a bet 2 times before , no more , i am going to bet on the snake , this lottery is gambled twice a day , bingo !!! twice a day the snake , ( sorry i did not win much , just $ 30 dollars , so do not ask me for money , donations , etc ... ) . the same day i met a friend of mine , and he complained to me the problems he was having trying to help people , the last person he went to visit was an old woman in a terminal cancer state , but everything went wrong he said , because he is a spiritist . kind of religion here in Brazil and she was an evangelist , but he did not say to her that he was a spiritist , he just wanted to comfort her , and while he was there , suddenly a friend of this woman who know him , came in the chamber and she said , what is he doing here ? he is a spiritist , he said all went wrong , i try to help and puf ... ( i thought , bingo !!! ) , and there was one more sign during the day that i am going to mention here . But let us see the sign , i dreamed with a snake attacking me and i had to defend myself , i bet on the snake and i won ,( remember that i do not gamble ) , then my friend said he had problems helping people and one more sign . 1+1+1+1=4 . No doubts . Do i really love her ? YES , a lot , our sexual relationship was something very very divine , i have to say that it was an angelic sexual relationship , that is why i maintained the relationship , and also because she is a natural psychic but do not want to assume it . How do i know , she could read everything that i thought looking to my third eye , one day i tested her , a thought a letter A , what do you read at my third eye ? An a she replied , fine , now i am going to think another letter , i went to the opposite of the alphabet Z , she replied Z , once again , but this time i as thinking a color BLUE , she replied to me , it is not a letter i am seeing BLUE , once again , i thought RED , now it is RED she said , bingo !!! i thought , that is going to be fine , i have found my soul mate !!! Today i called her , and after the initial Alo how are you doing , she asked , you are not pretending to stop with our relationship are you ? see ... she reads my mind , bingo !!! well , i replied to her YES , and that is how it ended . It had to stop , i could not endure it anymore , yes i love her very very very much , but i can also see my future with her , i would be a mess , i have tried to explain to her to i have a mission to do and it is a spiritual voyage , i tried to convince during all this whole year that the most important thing in my life is the spiritual path , would she like to join ? She does not believe in those things , she does not care about it . Did i have any other choice ? And yes , i am under psychic attack , no doubts about it . There are a lot of more thing to related here , but i am not really in the mood and my english is also not so good , well , even in portuguese i am not in the mood anyway . i know there are a lot of mistakes , but i do not care to revise the whole text .
Many thanks for reading it , i am posting it here because i know that all of you are with ( almost ) are also with relationships problem , maybe my words are a kind of help.
Love and Blessings .