What I have learned

After years of leading and fully accepting what my heart feels, I now find I have to take a step further. What the heart feels, is the truth, but the truth according to who you are, so not necessarily the truth for others. Going on my truth has lead me wisely till now. After recently dumping a huge amount of locked in pain, (with the help of a gifted, intuitive healer, thanks Willow) I find it hadn't affected my female side as I thought it had, but my male. So many times I have wished for the confidence to do what was in my heart, or even what I was capable of doing. When giving a public talk for business, I would arrive totally exhausted at fighting the shyness/insecurities, to stand up and share my knowledge! Knowledge being the female, the expression of the knowledge, the male. With the release of the male energies, my confidence has soared, I feel like there are two me's now. This has given me a new understanding of the male/female twin flame energy. I have always needed to talk to understand fully what my heart was telling me, to blindly accept what my heart is telling me, is only half the story. The male half (mind), needs to interpret the feeling from the heart (female) and put it into action. I have to learn a lot more about my male side now, it has been dormant for 15 years,but as the lesson is now understood, balance will come!