I forgot this place. But it found me

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I had forgotten this place, and the other parts of my feverish quest for understanding. I had learned so much so quickly that I remember being dizzy with it and I remember writing letters on a page over and over until a pattern emerged and inside was my name, Zian--Tal. I had forgotten that too until I got the automated e-mail for this site. A simple little automated message warning me that if I didn't log on soon I would lose my membership. I do not remember writing the words on my profile but they are my own. I have always liked the Plutarch quote and use it often, no surprise there.
My mind has quieted since then and fixed itself on two persistent questions. The 19.5 degree question and the Yucatan. I know I will go to both. And many other places in the next few years. I know I have an important journey of understanding to undertake. I am not sure if my reasons are selfish or if I might actually have a purpose but I don't really care about that either. I know I must learn all I can and continue to seek until the end. Actually its the most fun my spirit has ever had. I'm always open to interpretations, I do not understand even why I am writing this now, only that I should. But be warned I have not yet found the one voice that ever rings 100% true. But some have been close to being half true. That I know as well.