Human Be-ing

Dear friends reading this my fellow indigos whites blues or any light and colour that has so lovingly come here to this sacred place. Today i woke up feeling a strong drive to write this blog entry I
I had tried the night before but just as i was posting it something happend and I lost the material. I went to bed feeling down thinking ahhh again im let down againi have lost what i wanted. Bu t it
was a "gain"for i have woken up more driven to write more driven to love. Before writing this blog i was watching the only person in the arab world who is taking the riskof spreading
spiritual and loving messges to the mass. This person is Mariam nour you can check out her website http://www.mariamnour.com/. What I was trying to say with my writings is
that I had reached a point where I was wishing for death, as recent as last week. I was thinking that all that I read here was really all airy fairy and science fiction and nothing
nothing whatsoever had made a concrete difference in my life. All this came around because i had lost my drive lost my passion for helping because I myself need help.
Light workers, psychics and all you wonderful people here. I need help. Be it a chanelling where someone can tell me what im here to do or what my "contract" is or some guidance
I am all alone in this. I know that me is we and that we are all in this together and if one thing changes in me then the whole cosmos will react. I hope my blog is not annoying or
irrelevant and I hope that in helping me you will help yourselves for we are Human be-ings or Humans trying hard to be the Gods that we are. Love to all
Rabie.