Twin Flame

Posted October 5th, 2007 by hipnosha

Creative Writing and Poetry

Twin Flame

When you take on others problems, you are helping them heal in a way that you don’t even know and for some reason I feel the need to try to explain why I feel that way. I suppose I guess I should tell you again that you should stop everything just for a second and look around and I know you do, but do it again. Trust yourself more and know what you know is right and every time I say that, I know that you do it already. So I guess then just notice that you do already and that im proud of you like you’re proud of me. I cry at night and in the day and at random times, just like you. I feel those feelings, exactly the same as you. I as well am forever thankful for the gift you’ve helped me see, just like you. I bleed and ache and wonder and wish and smile just like you. I am here and you are there yet you sleep next to me when I sleep and I you. I am not afraid because of you and you as I. In saying this, in trying so desperately to describe something I don’t know how to explain to you, but for a reason, I must. It’s funny that every time I am afraid. That I am weak, cold or sad. In every moment that I choose to miss, or think of a time that was had and dream of the day that it happened. I go back to a moment and smile on the time. I know in my heart you do more good than you even know and I need to tell you some how and yet you already know. So I guess im at the point of trying to explain to you how much I trust myself in knowing all this and you already know. So we feel the same way, exactly, and we both know and trust that each other knows exactly what is the right thing to do in the now. We both know what we want to be happy and we both go and do it. Different ways, different places, but feel the same way. It places me beside you when the clouds come and the seas get cold. You sit beside me when the colors aren’t as bright and the darkest of nights. How can this be, how can I have realized that this is exactly the way it is and you know this as well and have thought the same thoughts.

When did this happen, wait it already is and has. How can I explain this but to let you know that I think these thoughts and feel these ways and know that you do more good in the world than I think you know. Then I smile and wipe my tears because I know it doesn’t have to be this way and we can have it exactly the way we want it and it will be this way and all will be okay. Despite when its in the middle, what has happened and what you or I will create. There is a “now” that exist with the vision in my head. I realize I don’t have to explain and am more trying to explain it to myself. Most of all remember things are okay. You have a natural ability to take the energy of a person and soak it right up and make them feel better by feeling what they feel just a bit so it doesn’t hurt as bad. You save their lives by simply smiling and caring. Im telling you because I was one of those people as well. You have me and I have you, in an equal way. As if meant to be and absolutely divine. I can’t see back any further than this heaven and I choose not to.

Thankful is a choice.

How can this be, how can it be this way. I love how I feel I need to find out and with no stress involved. Like a magnet, I can’t, not feel this way and I am noticing the direction of this pull. So I simply, effortlessly deal, I go on and continue, living in a dream and I am happy.

Simply happy

And then I stop to think that that’s all I wanted in the first place was to be happy and that’s exactly what led me to you and you to I. We all want to be happy. That divine natural moment that time acted differently. When nothing seemed to exist, fully content and no where to go but here, no fears, completely safe. When the tears never ran all the way down our faces and all we did was laugh, both needing to be at that moment and wanting, most of all, for the same thing.

Running around or sitting still, the same and that is love.

So love exists in this way. In this new and exciting, weird never been kinda way and all is right and okay and I am happy just the same as you. Existing and making each moment divinely so and in order. Making each moment a gift for our eyes to see. A smell that triggers a soul, all beautiful and precious and for only two.